Crying yourself to sleep at night. Being called ugily saying u need to save up for plastic surgy, called stupid and saying you have the devil inside of you. Being called a bitch, being beaten up by your own parents, being taken away from your parents, being looked after by mean grandparents, dad in jail mum dying from drugs.
You smile and say your fine when really you feel like you want to die, you want leave. Cutting yourself because you want people to see you look hurt and comfort you, but instead u just say the cat attacked me.
You been told to be yourself and everyone will like you, so you do, but no one likes you, you start to think that there's something wrong with you, no one cares about you, why would they I'm worthless, say I'm attention seeker emo, that how you slowly kill Someone.
But there a cure, I found a way
This is my story:
My name is Jess I was born in August the 29 2000 so I am 13. My mum and dad loved me until we became homeless. When we finally found a home my mum and dad yelled at each other did drugs and stuff, they would physically hurt each other, me my two sisters and brother would cry. My mum and dad would bash my head to the wall, I started cutting when I was eight so people would care about me, but that never happen so when I was eleven I used to go on dating sites so people would love me, but I felt dirty and gross so I stopped
But one day the police came to my house and dragged me And my siblings away I tried to run but they had a strong grip, me and my siblings stayed with my grandparents who r Christians ( whoopie Sunday church) when I went to a church called hillsong there were people there who cared about me they loved me for who I am, I heard of this Jesus guy who seemed a bit, weird, but then I learnt that he died on the cross for you and that he would always love u and he isn't poking the thinger at u when u did something bad, Jesus is the answer
Plz search hillsong alive hillsong young n free, hillsong wake hillsong church
