My curent life filled with drugs and bad decision can be a good subject for a story so i am telling it to you through this text. I hope you react well to it.
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New day, new problem. I think the cycle is sucking me in. I'm starting to think that a pill might be the way. Crazy or not you are still you. Fuck what they think.
Today was chilled. Woke up normal, but slept with some explosive mix. Don't worry I am telling you the recipe. Pills plus alcohol is a mix. I might trap some niggaz with that. Forget what I said about the niggaz. I am good for you like Weed. The internal pain of forgetting smiles or laughs together makes me vomit. I will appreciate every moment of happiness in my life like it is the last. My recent experiences helped me to see how short life is. If I give you a chance take it or regret it for the rest of your life. You have got to let it go or it will eat you.
Heavy breathing, my chest hurt. I am tripping. The lord is calling. I say "hi". He said, "come, my son". I say not, yet. I'm missing something so important I can't leave yet. I might find craziness. But aren't we all crazy about things. So we look for it. Eager to find it, we run, jump, craw, anything until we find death.
Death might be the solution to real happiness. The physical realm is not deep enough to give our spiritual minds this connection in our life's we need to be HAPPY or I would say just alive. Being dead doesn't mean the end but the beginning of our long journey where the mind transcends the real and become, unreal.
These speculations come from a long trip that started from a soul-searching mission and ended by some amazing conclusions. I can tell the colour of a person's soul by using my 3rd eye. It sounds physical but it is intangible. This specific spot is the center of the soul, where all your dream and hopes lay. All your past lives converge. Two soul can connect and the stay connected forever
