You are nervous.
You have never done something like this before.
You walk up to the table the members are sitting at. They are all smiling and laughing along with the fans. They look so happy.
Reaching the table you hand Jimin the CD in your hands. He smiles and signs it. Before moving on, you decide to ask each member a "simple" question.
"Are you happy?"
They all answer very similarly, with a simple 'yes' or a cheeky 'I am now that you're here', but Namjoon's answer was different.
When you approached Namjoon, who was seated second to last at the end of the table, he didn't look quite as cheerful as the rest. Don't get me wrong he was still smiling and making the fans laugh but something about it seemed a little forced, or like he just needed sleep.
You put on your biggest, most confident smile you could muster, when he turned to you. Seeing how you had reacted to him seeing you, he burst into laughter. This was pure, genuine laughter. His dimples were showing and he started to lean back in his chair.
Your smile slightly faded when you realized he was laughing at you.
Did you have something in your teeth?
Now, standing right in front of him, you set the CD on the table trying your best not to make eye contact with him. You didn't want to make things more embarrassing.
"You know, you have a really pretty smile." Namjoon states in a really soft voice as he leans over to grab the disc in front of you.
At first, you are slightly startled at the sound of his voice but after hearing what he said you start blushing, only to turn to him seconds later, giving him a very confused look.
Wasn't he just laughing at your smile only minutes before?
You saw Namjoon hovering over your CD as he finishes his signature, but he hadn't missed your reaction to his statement, as he was slightly chuckling to himself.
When he finished he looks up at you with a toothy smile, almost as if he was trying to imitate yours.
You grabbed the CD as Namjoon leaned back in his chair. Forgetting the question you were going to ask him, you were about to turn to leave when Namjoon's voice found its way to your ears.
"What's your name?"
"Um...(y/n)..." You answered a little confused.
"Ah... such a pretty name. Would you believe me if I told you I've never heard it before?"
You smile at that, and in that second you remember the question you were asking the members.
"Namjoon..." You start real quietly, "...uh...are you happy?" You say, the words not falling out of your mouth fast enough.
Namjoon was kind of surprised with your question, but after fully registering it, he leans even farther back in the chair as he thought about the answer.
You waited patiently as he ponders the question.
It had been a couple of minutes when he finally turns to you with a smile. He leans over, placing his elbows on the table.
"You ask if I am happy, and the simple answer would be 'yes, I am' because I am, but I feel you didn't ask that specific question to get such a generic answer, but instead as a way to show you truly care about us, which I really appreciate."
He was no longer seated on his chair properly because he was leaning so far over the table. He lightly gestured for you to come closer, which you did. You inched forward slightly, but Namjoon again gestured for you to get closer. You kept doing this until his mouth was at your ear.
"So, to answer your question more thoroughly, I will tell you that in general I am happy. Yesterday, was an okay day, a lot of work preparing for today, but I had fun and everything turned out great. Right now, I'm a bit over joyed actually, even though, minutes before meeting you I had only wished to get some rest,..." He paused here, as if thinking whether to say the rest or not. You could hear him breathing. You could feel his warm, tingly breath going down your back. It gave you a chill. Namjoon didn't seem to notice.
"... and in the future, I wish to be as happy as I am at this very moment" He emphasizes the ending. At these words your breathing hitched, a little shocked by his statement. He pull back, and as he did his lips lightly grazed your cheek. He was now inches away from you with a smug smile on his face. You kind of stare at him with your mouth slightly gapped not sure what to think of his statement. Namjoon couldn't resist himself anymore, he quickly closes the gap between you two. As soon as your lips touch, they instantly start moving in sync with each other, almost naturally. The kiss may have lasted about 5 seconds but those 5 seconds felt like an eternity. Namjoon leans back in his chair again, this time looking as satisfied as ever.
You could only imagine how you looked at that moment. Your whole face was as red as a tomato, your lips, again, slightly gapped and your doe eyes as wide as ever.
"I had a feeling you'd be a good kisser, but I wish I would have known for sure, I would have tried harder." Namjoon said giving you a slight pout.
You smile at his remark, while trying your best to compose yourself. You decide to follow his flirtatious lead.
"Yeah, I wish I was prepared for that. I could have shown you a trick or two." You say this with the most confident face you could come up with, while at the same time dying on the inside.
Namjoon smirked at your response.Seems like he approved.
"Well, next time we'll both be prepared then," he said this as he stares at your lips. Even though it was tempting to kiss him here and now again, there was no way you'd be able to get away with it twice.
"How about you prove to me you truly want a next time? Come find me after this event, there are too many eyes on you at the moment." Understanding what I was saying, he left it at that and I moved on.
As I exist the stage, I walk off and turn to see Namjoon interacting with another fan, smiling and laughing as if nothing happened. You smile to yourself as the memories of moments ago came flooding back. At that moment you decide it's best to go home, for no kpop idol will truly take the time out of their busy schedule to find you, of all people, in a crowd. You turn around, missing Namjoon's glance towards you by only seconds, never seeing his smile fade as he realizes you are heading towards the door.
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