The guys welcomed me with open arms. It was nice but me being the way I am still pushed them away. When I was younger my older brother and I were abused by my Father. My Father eventually killed my brother and my mother and was taken to jail. I was put into foster care for a short time before I started drug dealing and stealing for a gang. I was caught but I escaped the first day, and thus my life as a fugitive began. After I escaped I went to one of my friends who was a guy and he called the police. I haven't really trusted males after all that's happened to me. I wish I wasn't like this, but I am and nothing can change that.
