I've been sad for so long I've forgotten what it feels like to be happy. But what really is happiness when you've been alone for so long. Holding everything in until the floodgates open up. Reminded of all your failures instead of success. It gets so hard trying to please others when you don't even know who you are. Just letting life pass you by because it's much easier than dealing with the internal turmoil. Smiling all the while you feel like you're drowning inside. Waiting for a lifeguard to throw you a float. But it never happens and you're stuck watching everyone and their Momma be happy. No one sees it yet no one really cares to ask if you're okay. My smiles hide all the sadness so for all you know I'm happy while I'm slowly dying inside.
A/N There's really no right or wrong idea of what any emotion is but honestly I'm fine.
Now with that out the way Isn't this picture just soooo adorkable😍
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