All For Him

Chapter 4 (Bailey)

Spreading the word

The next day, school went slow but of that a constant whisper sweeping the school grounds.

"Woah, how was it?" Amber taps me on the shoulder at lunch two.

"How was what?"

"You and Caiden!" My eyes go wide but I remain stable.

"How did you know?" I whisper to her.

"Oh please, everyone knows!" Suddenly I feel faint, he told everyone. He gave me his number before I left, I should just message him. Ask him why. Why he made me fall for his tricks.

"Yeah, uh it was good." I smile at her, unlocking my phone. I notice the message from Caiden. Oh? He texted me first.

'Was good last night lets do it again.'

Before even thinking I type back to him in a hurry. This is the closest I've been to him, the guy I love.

'Sure, how about tonight?'

I lock my phone and continue to eat, noticing Caiden out the corner of my eye giggling with his mates. His phone must be on silent. That's a good thing.

Last period on a Friday. Oh how I wanted to die. About 15 minutes into drama my phone buzzes in my back pocket. I unlock the screen of it, seeing a message from Caiden.

'Meet me in the parking lot at 3:05.'

Another night with him.

***

When finally the siren goes, I sprint out the front of the school seeing Caiden. His Raven black hair and azure eyes flickering in the sunlight when he sees me. After he waves me down to his car I say hey.

"Hop in." He opens the door for me and I jump in.

A short drive as always but we make it to his house before 3:30. Continuing the normal routine when we're about to have sex, he gets undressed, as do I, then we do it. Once we're finished, I lay there feeling full of regret as he stands up to have a shower. He always has a shower when we're finished and this gives me time to think about what I'm actually doing with my life.

I'm having sex with the guy I love who doesn't even love me back and all for what exactly? The way he kisses me feels so fake but good. It's like he's into it but doesn't care about me at all. He doesn't even wear a condom either making me think he wants to start a family with me but he always pulls out minutes before he releases a load because he only likes the way it feels raw.

He took my virginity or what's worse, I let him and I love the way he controls me.

He walks out of the shower with a towel tied around his waist, hair dripping onto the carpet.

"Oh you're still here," he looks at me. "Why?"

"Right sorry, I'll leave..uh message me and I'll-"

"Just get out." His sharp tones order me to grab my clothes and leave but I can't find my shirt. Instead I pull my pants up over my hips and clip my bra in place, boots in my hand.

Walking home during the evening in a bra is not the best way to greet your neighbours. It's also not a way to greet your mother either.

"What are you doing home so late?" I slam the front door behind me when my mother gets right up in my face.

"I was at a friends house, no biggie." I shrug her off and head to my room.

"No biggie? You come home half naked from a friends house and it's no biggie." I roll my eyes but she doesn't see. "Is this a boyfriends house? Do I need to put you on a pregnancy pill?!" Her voice gets shaky with worried tones but I ignore her. A pregnancy pill to stop pregnancy? I could use that.

"No mum it's ok, my shirt just got wet from a sprinkler on the way home so I took it off." I shut my bedroom door behind me not hearing anymore words from her. Caiden doesn't want me near him but he wants me in bed with him. What does he want?