Back up to about a year ago. I started talking to this guy I met at a dance, and we became good friends.
This guy and Jessie started talking.
Recently, Jessie developed a crush on him. She never told me, but he did.
I felt betrayed. She didn't trust that I would be ok with it. She never let on, just kept acting like everything was normal.
Even though I thought I was over the crush that I had on him when we started talking, I was lying to myself.
But it wasn't a big crush, like the kind you're thinking. It was one of those little crushes you get.
I decided that whenever Jessie was ready, she would tell me. I'm still waiting.
