Just Like A Marionette

Memories

Okasaki's pov
       Was I born to suffer?To live a good life in the beginning but in the end I'm left shattered in the hands of an abusive stranger.One simple thing changed my life forever...my parents' death and my sister's disappearance was the worst moments of my life....and it's still stuck in my head.I was once always wrapped around the warmth of my father and mother's embrace...I always giggle because of the things my sister does to make me happy....they made me smile and live a happy life....but the world was just to cruel that it had to break me and make me suffer...now I'm left alone with him, I hate him and I always will...he might not be the reason my family died but he's the reason I'm here all alone...broken....I want to murder him but that's frowned upon all states....having said that...I wish he just burns in hell!!! When I said that,the room I was caged in started to get surrounded by fire....I looked at the reflection of the glass of my room and to my surprise he wasn't in here to see if I'll do anything...I suddenly saw my reflection and saw my blue eye turn red and my dull grey eye turn black....my skin started to become greyish and more pale....I saw my hair have red streaks in it....I screamed and screamed...I wasn't scared because he might suddenly enter the room and see what's going on but I'm scared of myself,the fire, the memories..they all started playing in my head....my parents getting involve in the car crash, my sister leaving out the door and telling me she'll be back when she never did come back....but the most horrifying scene is when I can see my mother and father's lifeless bodies on the ground....I never witnessed it in real life but why am I seeing it?....why do I have a memory about it?....I looked toward my mother and saw her laying on the ground....her neck was cut open....he arm was broken...her whole body was bleeding and scarred... one of her eye was scraped with broken glass....I felt my eyes watering....I looked toward my father and saw his body....broken and bruised.....his arm was detached and it was outside the crashed car....his head was bleeding....his leg was broken....everything about this was messed up....how am I seeing this?....I was never there....I fell on the ground and bowed so that my head was touching the ground....sobbing...crying....screaming this happy life I once had turned into a complete nightmare....a nightmare I can't wake up to.....a nightmare where there's no way to wake up so you can end it....no...I thought the world was beautiful....pretty....and perfect....but I was wrong....it was cruel....I hated the world....I hated this room....I hate everything in my life!....then the fire went out....my appearance went back to normal and I was surprised...like nothing happened.....was I hallucinating because of the memories?....but whatever it is I don't want to experience it again....I want to disappear....or I just wish to bring back time where life was happy....before where I was happy and I was with my family...now I'm hopeless and broken in this place....but I'll try to rise again I won't stay in the bottom of my hopes.My main goal now is to get out of here and punish my master.

(Here's the third chapter and I hope you liked it....I'm sorry if the story is not updating fast but I'm just busy with school....but here it is....Bye!)

(The picture above is her parents)