Jamie: "I wouldn't be the same person or way that I am if I didn't have good people in my life."
Jacob: "Yeah, Spencer and Emily are doing a great job..."
Jamie: "Jacob do you think that I hate you or something?"
Jacob: "Well, yeah."
Jamie: "Well I don't.'
Jacob: "Even after the way that I treated you?"
Jamie: " Well that's the only way that you knew how. If I went to go and talk to a mugger and I had on a gold watch, gold chains, and gold watches on I couldn't be mad like oh your mama raised you better than that!"
Jacob: "Laughs."
Jamie: "Or the way you stare at my boobs and butt, when you think I don't see."
Jacob: *O.O*
*Awkward silence*
Jacob: "Soo... why aren't you like this when were at school?"
Jamie: *shrugs*
Jacob: "No Jamie, don't just shrug like you 'don't know'." He responds while letting go of her hands.
Jamie: *mumbled*
Jacob: " Why do you hide Jamie?"
Jamie: *DEAD SILENT*
Jacob:"Jamie."
Jamie: *silent*
Jacob: *JAMIE.."
Jamie: *silent*
Jacob: "Jamie Renee OWENS! Answer me!"
Jamie: "Jacob I don't hide! You could say that I just prefer to keep to myself and I prefer that everyone doesn't try and invade my life and space always thinking that there is something wrong with me."
Jacob: "You say that now but the longer you try and deprive yourself from the truth the more it is going to come back and bite you in the butt."
Jamie: "I don't... How could you ever... I just... Ugh! You don't get it Jacob and you never will nor do."
Jamie gets out of the car and walks into LAPAS alone; while some are just going on about their day, and not even noticing others can not help but just look at her feeling sorry for her. If there is one thing that Jamie hates more than the hatefulness, is to be judged. By people feeling sorry for her and giving her remorseful looks it made her feel completely judged.
Jamie:(While quietly speaking to herself during her fast pace of a walk.) "Oh I just hope that I can get through this day without another bad interference. Just focus on the good girl. The good only don't think about all of the bad things that have and are happening in your life. Like the fact that you are alive and you are healthy, and you have friends, and so much more. I bet you can even make a list if you tried. *Thoughts*: Oh hey look there is Todd Sanders. I remember we use to be the best of friends in like third grade or so. I don't really remember how the whole thing started to fall apart but I do remember the last thing we did together. We asked our moms if we could go to the park and they had agreed. We were playing while our moms shared stories with one another and Todd decided he wanted to go into the jungle gym tunnel. I thought it was a marvelous idea and we ran as fast as out legs would take us. When we reached the jungle gym there was another little girl there and boy was she pretty. I guess I hadn't been the only one that thought that because Todd just kept looking at her with his huge eyes. She turned and smiled then started to speak.
:" Hi i'm Lilly like the flower. What is your name little girl?"
Jamie: "I'm not little silly! I'm eight years old and I'm in the third grade!"
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Fanfiction"God my life sucks!" Jamie Renee Owens lives in a good home with a good family and goes to Los Angeles Performing Arts School (LAPAS, (lap-as) named for their education level compared to other schools.) ranked #1 school in the district. But even th...