courage

Prologue

Ever since my mom died ten years ago, I havent really felt like myself at all. I'm not as confident as a 16 year old boy should be for himself. All i ever feel is neglet in this school, and everybody in it. Ever since ive basically had the balls to actually come out, everything got a bit worse for me. I mean, i should have seen it coming, but i couldnt keep it in forever. For gods sake, ive lied about liking this one girl to hide the fact im gay. Everything was just a bit uncomfortable in that situation. Coming out to my dad was easier than i thought it would be. In fact, he's known since i was 3 years old, said ive wanted high heels for my birthday.

I think i would have been less offended if hed ask me if i were gay, since hes known basically all along. My whole life wasnt perfect. Ive been harassed, thrown around, been treated like shit even before coming out, just because the way i seemed and who i am. Ever since i was little, ive never really believed in a lot of things. Ive never had real friends like normal kids, or a great life of my own, its been pretty lonely for me.

Till one day that had all changed. I joined a club called The Glee Club. Yes, singing is my passion, other than fashion designer and so on, but i dont see myself going far on that in the future. Much more has happened since ive joined New Directions. Having real friends changed me, which is actually a good thing. Theres Rachel Berry, everybody knows Rachel Berry, even with her loud mouth and attitude, that girl has her talents. Finn hudson, who i used to have a forever crush on, boy is he dreamy. I'm not going to explain that story, anyways, we're like brothers now. Finn is the quarterback of the football team, used to date the captain of the cheerios, Quinn fabray. Enough of them, this is my story you see. So far Sophmore year of McKinley could have gone better, but it was alright for a kid like me.