As I make it closer to the bathroom I loose myself in thought. Everything I had ever known was ripped away from me. I use to be so happy.. Until Brent. Then I went away.
FLASHBACK
"Mom this is not fair! Brent can't get away with this. You almost died! Mom! Are you even listening?!" My brother screams at my mother who continues to stare at the wall. She wasn't listening. She never listened. She wasn't that decent. Tears fill my eyes as the pain adds up in my ribs. I have never held so much pain. This pain was from the abuse of tonight. Every moment makes it 10 times as bad.
"Mom.. my..side" I gasp for air as I try and accept air into my lungs. My eyes feel hazy as I can't breathe. I fall to the floor in a moment and my brother is by my side. He begs me not to go. I allow myself to sleep.
End
"I've been pregnant." I whisper as tears fall from my eyes. I remember finding out. He had raped me, but she didn't say anything until I found out. Then she begged for my forgiveness. I forgave her, and then her cancer took place of my pain. I would never leave her side, but of course when she lost her job, I was taking care of me and trying to decide on adoption.
Once I had, Deliah, I gave her up and took care of myself. My mom didn't try to understand. She just said fine and since that night she has ignored me since then. Of course I know why. I want my daughter back, I do, but I couldn't care for her. I know I couldn't.
"You've been what?" Aston voice fills the air and I realize I had said that to him not to air.
