Him.

#4

            Days passed without a word from him, i got worried. Had he stopped caring for me already? Our relationship was complicated because even we didn't know what we were.

          "Excuse me miss, are you paying attention," my teacher pointed.

          I immediately snapped out of my day dream and replied, "I'm sorry, i was just a bit tired."

           I could hear giggles around my class and i felt so embarrassed that my face started turning red and my friends laughed even harder.
 
           When the bell rang for lunch, everyone left the class to go to the cafeteria, except me. I stayed in class for a while to just think, i started crying on my table with my face on my arms. After a few minutes i heard footsteps enter my classroom and they got faster towards me.

           Then i heard the creaking noise of a chair move towards me.

            And i heard him ask,"hey what's wrong?"

            My eyes were pink and swollen, and mucus was leaking from my nose and my breathes got shorter. He looked worried then put his hand on my back and started patting it. I immediately got up and looked at him.

           He got up too wondering what i was doing, and i grabbed him in my arms hugging him tightly as my tears kept pouring on his shirt. He hugged me back and i could feel his slim, muscular body press against mine and the smell of his deodorant was entrancing.

           I stopped crying after a while of hugging and he moved away, held my shoulder and looked me in the eyes," are you okay?"

         "I don't know, but I'm hungry," I jokingly said with a smile trying to play it cool infront of him.
         
          He held my hand and led me out the door to the cafeteria.  We chose to sit down in a quiet area of the cafeteria, which is the furthest table from it.
   
           He wanted me  to get food with him, but i told him i would wait. I didn't bring money but i didn't want to tell him. He came back with a burger and told me i could go. I still didn't, and when he asked me why, i just said i wasn't that hungry anymore.

         He started eating his burger and I just sat next to him, watching him eat. Every single bite he did with such grace as his teeth would bite the buns and then his lips touching the top and bottom.
      
         He stopped halfway and decided to offer me the burger, obviously i declined politely but he didn't stop until i took it. After I ate the burger, the bell rang. We got up and went our separate ways. Yet again.

Well i think this will be the last, for now. Maybe I'll add another one soon or maybe not, whichever thanks for reading this far :)))