If Only {COMPLETED}

Chapter 7- The past

You~ What are you doing?
Tae~ Enjoying what's mine.

Oh god.

As he hovers over you he stares at you with eyes that cut you like a knife. He lowered him self closer to your face. You felt his breath on your cheeks. You grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and pulled him to where you where at his ear. You whispered.

You~ You want me to be yours?

He gulped and nodded . You got his face and pulled it into a kiss. You brought him back to be far to face with you. He stared intensely into your eyes begging for more. But you said..

You~ Then go make me some food.

He grew a smirk on his face.

Tae~ Not until I can taste your tongue.

Your once giddy smile faded to a pout.

You~ Please.
Tae~ Give it to me.
You~ Never.
Tae~ You left me no choice.

He kissed you intensely. It grew fierce. He occasionally licked the bottom of your lip to try to get his tongue in your mouth but you never granted permission. He put his cold hands under your shirt and on your waist. His cold fingers sent a chill throughout your body , causing you to gasp. As soon as your mouth opened his tongue slipped in. The feeling of the blooming flower suddenly turned into the flower just exploding into colorful powder. I have never felt this way in my life. I think I like it. He finally broke the kiss.

Tae~ Now do you want me to make you food?
You~ Y-yes.

He giggled and left the room. I sat there in shock.

That feeling was intense. Oh my god. I can't breathe.

Tae's POV:

I ran downstairs after I left Y/N's room. I started to jump around so happy. I felt like the happiest man ever. I went to the cabinets to find something to make her. There wasn't much to work with but I had enough stuff to make orange chicken. I started to cook and then I saw Y/N in the corner of my eye. She changed into to a big T-shirt and her cute little shorts she always wears. She always looked good in that type of outfit. I couldn't stop staring at her.

Y/N~ Why are you staring at me?
You~ Sorry, your too cute.
Y/N~ What did I do?
You~ Nothing it's just you. Your so cute .

She started to blush. While I was cooking the orange chicken she just sat in front of me watching my every move.

Y/N~ Thanks for making me food.
You~ Thanks for giving me your tongue.

She slapped my arm playfully but I kept cooking. When I got done I made our plates . We were silent for most of the time but Y/N broke it.

Y/N~ Can I ask you something?
You~ Sure.
Y/N~ This might be a little personal and you don't have to answer but, Jin told me you had some stuff happen to you in the past. What happened?

I felt a mix of nervousness and anger.

Why did he have to bring that up to her? I don't need another girl feeling sorry for me.

Your POV:

There was a moment of silence and Tae looked at bit nervous while biting his lip.

You~ Sorry I shouldn't have asked.
Tae~ No it's fine. You were curious.... And I think I'm ready to tell you.

He turned towards me and got ready to tell me.

Tae~ When I was younger my parents never got along well . They constantly were fighting and yelling at each other. One day when I was about 16, I walked in on my dad abusing my mom. I pushed him away and punched which sent him to the ground. I hate seeing men hit women. I took my mom far away from my dad and we lived on our own. We collected our belongings from that house a week later. After that it was just me and my mom. I haven't talked to my dad since. Around the same time I was dating someone. She was my first love. We dated for a year at that time and I decided to surprise her at her house with some gifts for our one year anniversary . When I opened the door I saw her , with another guy. All that was going through my mind was how hard I could bash his head in. But I just threw the gifts away and left without looking back. I have been cheated and lied to. I have felt a lot of emotional pain those years but I've grown out of it. So don't worry about me. I'm just happy I have found someone else to be there for me.