Ohh god i think this is the end

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by suphie

by suphie

Hii,its Sophia the writer of this story.

Well, you see i didn't start my fanfication actually...why?

BECAUSE of SCHOOOOL ughhhh. Well that's just one reason but the actually reason is...

Wait this is gonna be long so go grab a snack and a drink maybe snuggle in your bed and let's

begin:

Let's begin with why i started the story! 20 august 2013 was the premiere of This is us( if you didn't see it yet SHAME ON YOUUUU) and well i watched like all the other crazy directioner the livestream and cried and i was emotionally destroyed by their perfection ,yep look what i have to deal with,anyway i watched it with my daddy actually cause he is a mini fan.

After the premiere was finished i went to twitter like everybody and express my feelings to my sisters giiiiirrrl ( okay thats creepy)anyway omg i say anyway to much but anyway i was looking what everyone was writing .... And then BAAAAMMMM i saw something that broke me,my head exploded, my heart my poor heart crashed,like someone ripped it out of my body!!! It was horrible. Want to know what i saw?!? Yes ?no? Well if you are a stalker like me and can remember what the boys did this whole year by heart you know exactly what on the 20 august 2013 was announced officaly:

THE ENGAGMENT of ZERRIE yes i saw perrie's ring which looked amazing.

Before you say something i got to explain you that i actually started loving one direction because of Zayn. The first time i saw a picture of them it was Zayn who catched my eye and i fell in love with this sweetheart. At that time he was single and when i read his biographie i was impressed and i dont know but we matched perfectly togheter!! I know it sounds cliché but im just expressing how i felt and still feel for him.So after that i listen to up all night,i started to like the others too!! Soo because of Zayn i became a fan. Today i love them even more and they are the story of my life( see what i did). I love them all equally but maybe Zayn just 1% more than the rest of the boys :) But if you ask me to choose i can't do it!

You probably think now:"wuaat why did this gurl then start a fanfic about choosing ehhhh whats going on; is she crazzzyyy?!?! "

First yes i am crazy about the boys and you can call me crazy thats why my best friend calls me crazycupcakegirl *shoutout to you sweetcheeks* ^-^

But the reason i started this fanfic was because of the engagment. I felt soo sad and kinda mad at Zayn that he proposed to Perrie and i felt so destroyed and awful that i started the fanfiction named "The Choosing" where the girl Leila has to decide between his best friend Zayn who she fell in love but Zayn doesn't know about it and Harry who she meet at a party and also fell in love. So you have Leila who is in love with 2 guys at the same time and don't know who she should choose! Obviously i was gonna choose Harry for Leila and at the same time Zayn would fell in love with Leila.Soo we had a lot of drama and a fight between Zayn and Harry who were actually best friends at the beginning.And in the end Harry would win Leila's heart and Zayn would leave them alone and be heartbroken until he would commit suicide. That was the idea of the fanfiction. See i was soo sad and mad at Zayn that i would kill him in my fanfication. That was my goal.

Crazy right!!

So now that you know why i started the fanfiction,you also can figure it out that i can't write something like that!!I would never ever eveeeeeeeer kill Zayn because of an engagment even in a fanfiction!!!! Thats wrong! The day i started the fanfic i was mad and i didn't think about it but now i know that my baby is happy and i should be happy tooo!!! And i am happy and try to respect Zerrie and if you don't like Zerrie that's okay its your opinion but you don't have to send hate or something like that!!! And also don't send hate to the other girlfriends! Their humains like me and you , they just had the chance to date one member of the biggest boyband! You have to respect that and be happy for the boys!!! And if you can't do it sorry love then you are a robbot and you don't have a heart and obviously can't see that zayn or liam are happy. Louis and his girlfriend is actually the same but thats something more big in this fandom so i don't go and fight or talk about this right know! But before you are going to protest i have to say i respect Elounor and LOVE Larry.

But that was it! There you go thats the ending of this verrryy short fanfiction and i hope you understand me and maybe stop doing things you shouldn't do!!! Be careful i seee youuuu!!!!! Okay that was creepy.

Anyway i wish you a lovely day, a beautiful christmas and a happy new year in advance :) and a happy birthday for LOUIS!!! Omg he is gonna be 22 soon!!!! Omg omg emotions i feel a lot of emotions! Okay i need to go now and wipe my tears away cause i had the awful idea to write this whole chapter while listening to YOU&I and it was a very bad idea cause now im emotionally overwhelmed. Wuhhhh see how crazy my life is because of the boys. I don't feel normal anymore and sometimes i think i need to go to a therapist,yep thats sad but i bet im not the only one :P

Okay Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee now ;) :) :P

P.s. I love cookies hihi upps ^-^

P.s.p.s. Follow me on twitter please @suphie1D

Thaaaaanks

Looooovvvvee youuuuu