As I was driving to school thinking about what just happened I was kinda shocked.
                              I look down at my wrists and see cuts, i pull over and exmine them, oh no I can't believe I did it again, me and Beth promised each other that we both would stop cutting.
                              I was so scared to tell Beth or my dad even show them, what if I get sent back to therapy or a girls home again, I tried looking to see if I had something to calm me down but nothing.
                              I turn my car back on and drive to school trying not to think about them.
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                              I pull my keys out of the ignition, I punch the wheel causing pain in my hand not even bothering to care.
                              I grab my bag to see if I had a long sleeve shirt to cover up my arms, I change into it quickly and then I get out of my car.
                              I see Rai walking towards me and hugging me.
                              "What's wrong" I look down at my wrists.
                              I showed her my cuts and her smile dropped, I knew she wanted to yell at me.
                              "What the fuck Becca, why are you doing this wait til Beth finds out." Oh my god I was so scared to tell Beth.
                              "Please don't tell her I'll tell her Rai" I wanted to cry.
                              "You have til lunch time Becca and if you don't tell her then I'm telling her, okay do you understand" she walked away from me and I started walking towards the school doors.
                              Once I was inside I headed to my locker, I seen Ethan and he winked at me, then I seen Vanessa.
                              I turned around walking to my class, I see Aaron and Grayson sitting together.
                              Great he switched classes I see, I walk to my desk and sat down, Grayson and Aaron were both Smirking and Laughing about something.
                              "Damn Peters whats wrong" while Aaron punches his arm laughing.
                              "Nothing that involves you" I snapped
                              "Feisty one here Aaron" Aaron burst out laughing while Grayson tried not to laugh.
                              "Okay leave me alone" I look back down at my desk.
                              "Awe its okay babe I'll make you me feel later on" he bit his lip.
                              I wanted to punch him so bad but that's when the bell rang, I got up and Grayson put his hand on my butt.
                              I slapped his hand and he walked away saying "Damn Peters its pretty big" I scoff while him and Aaron started laughing.
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                              I walk towards the cafeteria and I make eye contact with the girls, until this moron comes and stands in front of me blocking my view.
                              "What the fuck do you want" I look up at Grayson, fuck he was tall.
                              "Nothing" I raise my hand to slap him but he caught it and grips my wrist, I feel pain I look over at Ethan but he looks away.
                              I pull away and start walking towards the exit, he left a red mark, but now there bleeding again.
                              ETHANS POV 
                              "Here's the girl that Grayson's been talking about" Aaron whispered to me and Cameron.
                              I see Becca's about to hit Grayson but he catches it, she looks at me but I look down.
                              She pulls her hand and walks away I look at her wrist and see Grayson's hand mark on her wrist, this kid seriously doesn't know when to stop.
                              But I look very closely and see she has cuts on her they look old.
                                      
                                   
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FanfictionI was scared how to explain my habits & addictions This a story about how Becca has bad habits & addictions. Right now she's struggling with her family, friends, & herself.
 
                                           
                                               
                                                  