Demise is my salvation

I love the rain

I love the cold

It numbs pain

So I've been told

When I smile

When I giggle

On the inside

In my middle

I cry for help

I cry for release

But all I get

Is my defeat

I want to try

I want to feel

I have to feel

The bite of steel

The burning cut

The bloody water

I should stop but

I cut harder

Release the tension

Release the stress

In my body

In the distress

I'm growing weak

I'm growing tired

I am meak

And am wired

Like a bomb

I am lit

I am calm

As I slit

Now I'm empty

Now I'm free

Of the suffering

And the misery

Deep despise

Deep radiation

My demise

Is my salvation

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