Will You Catch Me?

I Cant Anymore

 I haven't been the best lately. Dealing with him wasn't the only thing that was taking over my life. I need help but I couldn't exactly get it. There would be times where I would just lay in bed afraid to get up and face the world. The judgement. Everything. Everyone. And life. I didnt know that I could be so scared to live in the world I lived in but I guess I am and this is reality. 

    Id come home and go to my room because I was just tired, tired of everything. At that time he was the only person I had, the only person that would understand me, etc. But instead him being here, I lost him. I lost him to the girl that hurt me. How did she hurt me? She promised me a friendship of a life time. She promised everything only to get to him. And now, they are all over each other and its disgusting and sickening. Like kill me already gag. I never thought people like that existed but I guess I under estimated the cruelty of this world slash society.

I really wanted someone to be there with me.. and she took that someone, from me...