Chapter 1

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"This is Lucille..." My dad said, kneeling down in front of some man.

I was looking out of the camper window, trying my best not to cry.

He never did this, he never practically tortured people.

I kept my eyes on his every move. Minutes passed before he started playing 'eeny meeny miny mo'.

I couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't let him do this.

"It. If anybody moves take the boys eye out, and then we'll start! You can breath, you can blink, you can cry...hell...you'll all be doing that." I heard him say.

I quickly threw the door open. "WAIT!"

"No!" Negan got mad whenever he wasn't in control.

He turned around to punch me before realizing it was me.

He quickly stopped and his eyes softened.

"What are you doing?!" He asked.

I looked around at all the people.

"Don't do it! Don't! Please...mom wouldn't like this." I said.

I could feel the tension in the air.

He looked down, shuffling his feet before speaking up.

"Come here, Thrill." He said.

Everyone called me Thrill because I was an adrenaline junkie. My actual name was Lucy, named after my mom.

Dad took me in front of a man who had curly brown hair.

"This right here...is Rick. Tell your 'buddy' Rick hello." My dad said.

"Hi." I said, more like whimpered out.

Even though I wanted to help these people, I was scared of them.

Or maybe I was scared of dad, and what he would do.

"Now, if you can tell me why you want me to let these people go, I will...but if you can't think of anything...they all die." He said.

I regretted speaking up for a second, before realizing I could beat dad at his own game.

"Because mom wouldn't want this." I spoke up, on the verge of tears.

I was terrified of dad.

Not because he hurts me, because he keeps me safe 24/7.

But because he hurts other people.

"Well, mom isn't here." He growled out.

"Please...don't! Listen dad...listen..." I said, trying to stall time.

I hated watching people die.

"I'm listening." Dad spoke up, moving his head impatiently.

"Ever...ever since mom died...or since the whole world went to shit...you've changed! You, you use to be this kind man who took care of me and mom all the time and—" I started but he interrupted me.

"Are you saying I don't take care of you?" He asked, shocked.

"No! No! You do, you do more than I know...but if you fully wanted what was best for me...you'd stop this." I said, looking into his eyes.

He looked back into mine, and I knew he hated seeing me crying, or even close to it.

"These people killed a whole bunch of our people...they even killed Nick." He said.

I felt my heart drop. Nick and I had been like brother and sister, and he was supposed to return from a run yesterday, but dad said he just got caught up in a store. Dad always tried to protect me from the truth, but somehow it always came out.

"N-Nicks dead?" I asked him, cocking my head to the side.

He sighed. "It was him."

He pointed to a man with a blanket over him.

I stood up and walked over to him. Anger suddenly built up inside me as I punched the man twice. I felt no compassion for these people anymore, I was mad. Nick...Nick...Nick.

"Alright Lucy." Dad said, dragging me back.

"Don't fucking call me that." I said.

I didn't like being called the same thing as mom because I feel like I could never live up to her.

She was so great.

"Alright, fine. Thrill back off. You know we don't injury women or the injured." He huffed.

"He killed Nick!" I cried out. "He killed him!"

My dad only hugged me, shushing me.

I furrowed my eyebrows together before speaking.

"Go ahead." I said lowly.

"Go ahead and what?" Dad asked, confused.

"Kill em'. Kill whoever you want." I said, looking right at 'Daryl'.

Dad grinned. "You wanna watch?"

I nodded.

"Dwight! You make sure none of these assholes get close to her." Dad barked out as Dwight nodded, coming over to me.

He put an arm around my shoulder as dad went around and stopped again at the red head.

He lifted the bat and brought it down on his skull.

I jumped closer to Dwight, not fully prepared for the scene in front of me.

Dwight was like a best friend to me, he was always super nice and caring.

I watched as people started crying, sobbing, yelling out for my dad to stop.

But he didn't.

He didn't stop until the red head's head was smashed into the ground, and he was no longer moving.

"Lucille is thirsty!" Dad yelled out, flinging the bat around, blood flying everywhere.

Dwight pulled me closer as Daryl jumped up and punched dad.

Dwight went to raise his crossbow, but I tugged him back.

I didn't want him to leave me. Dwight agreed and stood in front of me protectively.

I hugged onto his arm.

"No! No! I told you! I will shut that shit down so fast! I let the first one by, the first one was free! But I told you what would happen if you did it again! So let's continue!" Dad yelled, before bringing the bat down on the Korean man.

"No!" The pregnant lady yelled.

I looked up and saw the Korean's face was all bloody, and his eye had popped out.

I turned away as Dwight rubbed my back.

"That's...disgusting." I whispered to him.

"I know." He said back.

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A couple minutes passed and a boy's arm almost got chopped off, but it didn't.

"We'll be back in a week to gather everything you get. You belong to us now." Dad yelled to the people as he threw the axe onto the ground.

I was still half hugging Dwight when he said that.

I looked at him and his half burnt face. He looked down because he didn't like people looking at him, but I made him look at me.

"Quit thinking lowly of yourself." I told him.

You could barely even tell that he got burnt.

I was 17 and he was 23.

I kissed his cheek before following dad into the R.V.

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Hey guys! Wuz up? How was that first part? Not good?...ok. Lol please vote and comment it would mean the world to me and yes this is A DARYL FANFIC NOT DWIGHT!!!!! Alright, tell me if you want Chapter 2!!! Luz u!

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