Diary of a Shadow

Chapter 1

Monday 1st of September. Dear mum and dad

Some people want the dream life which include being popular, being pretty, having a man and last but not least picking on social pariahs like me. But I wouldn't dream of that life it's just a life full of lies. The only wish I made was to live my life truthfully if I lied, the person who I lied to would eventually find out and I would be embarrassed not that it's a problem. I already have embarrassing life where I am bullied for my knowledge, my clothes and my 'horrid' looks according to the plastics.

Tomorrow is a day I dread very much. The first day back to school. On the first day back the she-devils prank all the losers or meaningful souls with hurtful pranks. Last year I left school drenched in brown paint covered in toilet paper and feathers and a black eye. Lets just say everyone hates me including the WRESTLING TEAM!

Wish me luck

Your daughter ' the shadow'

Tuesday 2nd of September

Dear mum and dad

At least it wasn't worst than last year, this time I left with a syringe containing alcohol injected in my THROAT! Who was I kidding it gets worst every year. I wish I could leave this school, this city, this country but the only thing that's holding me back is you two. why did you have to choose Boston out of all cities .which are home to a few she - devils and ugly big headed adolescents who think their are amazing. So it's not only the world that's changing but also the English vocabulary as well .I never knew that ugly meant cool athletic popular males.

Me and aunt jackie on the way to the hospital. It can't talk at all I think the punctured my voice box I hope not i have a big top debate this Friday.

Pray for me

Your daughter ' a very, very, very meaningful soul'

Friday 5th September

Dear mum and dad

Today was the first day I went to school since the terrifying incident but this is not the reason I am writing a diary entry. Today the new girl sat next to me and she is tons more pretty that yellow toothed uggo (that was censored for your own good). She is a blonde who does not exaggerate with makeup like that attention hogging cow and also learns and instead of disposing these little nuggets of knowledge she keeps it in her big notebook. At lunch she showed me her book and at the back it was filled with drawing, she calls them her artistic thoughts. I asked her do you have a favourite saying or quote I said mine was love people not with the eyes but with the mind. Hers was if you don't understand my silence how could you understand my words. I totally relate to that. I asked her where did you come from because she didn't have an American accent, she said she came from The Netherlands, Denhaag to be precise I told her that I came from london . So look at that to potential Europeans friends sitting side by side. I hope no one tells her about the whole social outcast thing because I think if she turns against me I would be better of DEAD. I hope me and summer could become friends. Well we won't find out till Monday fingers crossed.

She invited me to go shopping with her she wants to transform me. Like that's going to change anything.

Your daughter 'the European loser'

Saturday 6th of September

Dear mom and dad

Today's the big day! I am going to have a makeover with summer. She told me to meet her at the fountain. I am soo excited to be doing this. I'll tell you all about it later.

Later on today

So I may have exaggerated a little bit because I look like I Stepped out of a Barbie magazine. By that I mean PINK, PINK,PINK! I don't think anyone is going to take me seriously. Summer may be into voodoo because she persuaded me to wear hideous clothes and she persuaded aunt jackie to somehow let her colour my glossy black hair....and you guessed it BLONDE. So there you have it folks a real life size Barbie.......braces includes.