In My Head

In my head chapter one

"there, i finish part of the house." well, crap i still have the other part. Oh Shit sorry! I'm Reagan Shaw, i was the beta's daughter but they disowned me when i didn't shift at 13 like everyone else. Since then i have been  bullied nonstop. well anyway enough of my sob story. 

i am cleaning the house for the alpha to be. i should be celebrating my birthday but i don't matter here. I have one friend, her name is shelby. We have been friends since it all started. she is the alpha's daughter. she isn't supposed to hang out with me so we are secert friends.

anyway so i have cooked the dinner and snacks. i have preped the whole living room for the party now i have to make the cake. As i'm making the cake i hear swaking voices from the living room coming into the kitchen.

" hey Bitch! where is my salad?" that is lauren, the worst person on earth.

" it in the fridge as always." i replied 

"well get it, bitch!" 

i walked to the fridge got her stupid salad and put her stupid dressing on. i walked to the slut and gave her the salad. she and the gang of sluts finally left after teasing me and yelling at me. i started back up on his stupid cake. 

5 hours later 

its around 7 and i decided i'm going to the alpha's party. they said i wasn't allowed to go but i am going to be diguised. i went and turned on my shower which only has cold water. Then i shave my legs, wash my face, and brush my teeth. I go to shelby's room and ask her to help me since i have no experince with makeup or curling irons.

by the time we finished it was 9:30 and you could here the music on full blast. the party has already started.

Shelby and i head down stairs but before we got to where the living room is. i stopped shelby," hey shelby call me rea tonight, i don't want to get into trouble."

shelby replied " ok, i will."

we finally made it to the livingroom. i got myself a drink. i turned around and i felt sparkes. i looked up it was alpha damien.

"hello alpha"

hello, beautiful, whats your name?"

" i'm rea and happy birthday."

" thank you rea, so your my mate, lets go outside real quick."

" sure"

we stepped outside. he didn''t face me for awhile but when he did he didn't look happy.

" i know its you reagan, you can't be my mate. your weak and pathatic. you can't stand up for your self. your digusting and ugly. i alpha damien black from dust moon pack reject you reagan shaw!"

i fell on the floor crying and in pain. he just walks away. so from then on i vowed never to cry because of that loser. i stood up and decided i'm leaving. i marched upstairs and went to my room. i wrote a note for my best friend and the pack. 

dear shelby and the dust moon pack,

shelby i'm glad you were my friend. i'm glad you didn't leave my side. you were an amazing best friend. thanks for letting me barrow your dress p.s. i will owe you a new one. love you shelby by

dust moon pack, i hate you all and most of all i hate you, lauren. Go SUCK A DICK ASSHOLES

Damien i just want to say i forgive you but i also want to say I Reagan Shaw accept your rejection. 

love to hate you, 

reagan

with that i put the note on my bed and packed my bag. i jumped out the window, even though i wasn't a wolf i could land amazing. i ran towards the border and was finally free. i ran all night until i felt and extreme amount of pain. i was finally shifting. then i passed out.

Damien's pov.

the next morning after my party i went up to get reagan to clean the damn mess up. i knocked then opened it. she wasn't there. i looked towards her bed and there was a note. i sent a pack link out to find her.