A Summers Love..

loosing sleep

Cold water running down my back. my body is sanding staight whilwe my head is hrown back as I wash out the shampoo. I slowly turn of the wate and slid the shower door. cold air hits me as I stepp out. I grab my black flats and my black leggings and slip them on. I put on my black pencil skirt and blouse. I do my make up carefully and I curl my hair on the tips while everything else is straight. I Harry a knock at my door. 'are You ready' says maddie as she walks in closing the door behind her. I shake my head slowly I search my room for my black coat. ' I still need my coat with the waves' I say digging in my drawers. maddie starts laughing lightly ' Miguel . they took it as a suvenier.' she smiles. I look up and smile. ' ugh I'll be right down there in 5 minutes.' I say grabing my phone and walking out.

I knock on Miguels door soft and then hard and loud since he didn't open it the first time . He finally opens and he has a frown But then he reveals a small smile when he sees me.' umm my black coat. I kinda need it' I say smileing at the fact I spot it on his bed. he nods and bringsit to me. ' thank you' I say politely. I turn around and he'd for the stairs But Miguel grabed my forarm pulling me closer to him.' wait for me.' he says . I nod. and look asround as he's gone for his phone. as he comes out h e taps my shoulder and motioned us tro walk. today wasn't going to be a happy day. I know.

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the wind is blowing swiftly and its a bit chilly. Maddie and Beth are crying . and the priest talks low. You can tell Harry, Niall,Auston,Brian and Miguel wanted to cry. I stood still and my head was down lookin at my feet with my hands folded in front of me. ' May he rest in peace.' says the priest and the men beside us start lowering the coffin into the hole. once their done the throw the dirt on the coffin to start barring it. But Beth interupts them by falling down on her knees and crying her poor hurt heart out. Auston runns over to pick hr up bt she refueses to. ' Stewart. why' loud sobbs leave her mouth. causing maddie to cry more. thy hold back Beth as they finish. once done she is released and she cries over the now burried body. I put a bunch of flowers on the grave. R.I.P stewart.

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at dinner , no One dared to say a word. I Just rolled mny meat balls around in the spaghettie. Beth suddenly got up and ran to her room. obviously crying. Harry looks at me and gives me a sad glare. I nod in uderstadment. they Just lost a father/husband. of course they're sad.