Today was like anyother day, i swear the group of kids are multiplying day by day. They grow stronger i can feel it in the punches the kicks the yells and screams. They do it only a few times a day now, its not so bad anymore. I don't feel the touch of there boots the punch of ther fists or the pain from there words. There numming me i don't feel anything anymore. The only one i see is Matt, he throws them away out of my life. That is why they are only doing it once or twice now because of him. My dad switched me to all classes with him. We walk everywhere together. My little sister and brother are amazing. I came home today and i got a little trale of rose petals that lead to the kitchen. They made me toast and cereal. They are amazing there like the only good thing in life. I would love life except for them and well.... him.
The one that raped me. It was just a year ago, the air was cold. My pain was gone. For i had just cut a little, i was walking outside to put the trash away when the van came. It was Him the jock, he pulled me inside and slowly but pushing toom of my clothes. I didn't say a word because honestly I was liking it. he started thrusting inside of me it wasamazing. after he stopped I hated it he just wanted to keep going well there is my day
