Back And Forth

What's Wrong

I got into the door and dropped my stuff. I went straight to my bathroom and took a shower. I stayed there for a while and then got out. There was so much stem in the air that you couldn't look through it (but somehow I did). I went to my room and laid on my bed, rethinking of what I could have changed today, at that moment. I here my mom come through the door cursing someone out.
Mom: I hope he dies in a fire pit. I will take his balls, scramble them and BURN them!
Uhh that's hurtful, it even made me cover my crouch.
Amy: I'M HOME MOM.
Mom: Oh ok honey, I would ask way your home so early but I really don't care as much. Anyways, I going out tonight and I won't be back until 11pm so have fun I'm leaving.
Wow thanks Mom for the support. Haven't realized that the time my mom was talking to me that she was changing at the same.
After my mom left I called my best friend Journee to come over (She didn't have school today), she finally moved over a couple of blocks.

~KNOCK KNOCK~

Amy: IT'S OPEN! (even though it wasn't she knows where the other key is).
I didn't hear the door unlock or foot steps, but I was to lazy to get up and see if she was here. I closed my eyes and tried to take a nap, then I felt someone touch me and I screamed.
Amy: GET THE F*CK OFF OF ME YOU PERVERT!
Journee: HA HA GOT YA! YOUR FACE WAS HILARIOUS!
Amy: I'M IN MY F*CKING TOWEL YOU BITCH!
Journee: Well I'm sorry you invited me.
Amy: Sorry, uh let me just change.
I change my clothes into shorts and long sleeves. I tell Journee the whole story about want happened today and she laughed. She said that I was being to sad about it and at least laugh about it.
Amy: How can I laugh about it when for some reason I thought I was kissing him until I noticed I was eating dirt!
Journee: Well if you put it in that way then yeah you shouldn't laugh about it.
Amy: Exactly! I just feel terrible.
Journee: You know what we need, coffee or tea or milk or something sweet, but we just need to get out of this house.
Amy: Maybe your right. There's this good place at the Mall called "The Hangout", probably because literally everyone from school goes there.
Journee: Don't you think th-
I cut her of saying,
Amy: Come one I don't feel like moping around, and I'm going out like this.

Journee and I walk to the Mall because it like 7 mins away. But the bad part about it was that we went after school. We get to the store and
I order a latte that has whipped cream with nuts on top and Journee orders a strawberry smoothie.
Amy: Thanks, this is really helping me, and this latte is really good.
Journee: Agreed, and you know what else is REALLY GOOD? Him.
   She points her finger and I follow through and I see Jackson. Out of all people him. Then I look at my phone and see its 3:40, the time of day where the kids at school come to hangout the Mall. I feel stupid, and the worse part about it is that my best friend thinks he hot (not that I'm complaining).
    I can hear him talking to his friends and asking them what drink they want. While he's walking up the cashier I'm praying that he won't notice me. I cover my face with my shirt when he turns around but he doesn't see through my disguise.
Jackson: Is that you Amy?
I  didn't just want to sit there and be rude, he's to nice.
Amy: Yep me Amy....... the one and only, just drinking a latte...
Jackson: Oh cool, I was looking for you after school to see if you wanted you come here, but I guess you beat me.
Amy: Yeah sorry I just felt a little sick but I'm fine now.
Jackson: Well hope you feel better

JACKSON FOR A LATTE?!

That's me, ttyl!
Amy: Yeah bye...
I hurry and drink my latte and leave. Journee follows behind me.
Journee: You ok?
I say nothing
Journee: What's wrong?
Amy: DON'T ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG! DOES IT LOOK LIKE IM DEPRESSED! WELL IM NOT!

An awkward silence comes over just hearing the birds chirping.

Amy: sorry...
Journee: your fine...
We get to me house an I go sit on my bed while Journee offers her self some gummy bears.
She turns on the T.V. She decides to watch Disney channel, and Liv & Maddie is on....
I grab the remote and put on ABC. I get up and go outside to chuck the remote, super far until I hear a crack.
Journee: WHAT THE HELL!
Amy: I didn't like that show....
Journee: BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO F*CKING THROW IT!
Amy: sorry.

Now there's this awkward silence. Me looking at her with my poker face, and her looking at me really pissed. Then she goes to my kitchen to get food. She sleeps over and we just talk the whole night and watch movies.
Now I lay there, watching the hours tick by and fall asleep.