I don't know if it's me or life, but I am determand to find on why this is happening to me. This started not a year ago a family friend dies. Now my friend gets suspended, and now a person that is like a brother to me trys to commit suicide. This make me fell like a bad luck charm, so I might lose all my friends right before my eyes. I might need help, but I dont want any person to get involved.
Life is short, but I lose to much to know myself. I stand akward and alone in the darkness once agin, But not as deep as I was. As I herd this person is alive and breathing. I just want to know what or who I am in this world till I know I will live, but until then the darkness will consume me bit by bit and it burns.
