Maybe today will be my lucky day...
I hope so.
Maybe just maybe they will leave me alone and maybe not pick on me for once
"Yeah right."
Today I was wearing a sweatshirt,jeans,boots,and a jacket. Everyday I try my best to hide myself from well, everyone.
My best friend betrayed me, she was the one stealing my stuff in the locker room.
Everyday I get picked one by well everyone. Either in too skinny for parents that are rich or I'm ugly or emo.
Why do people do these things? Everyday a little bit of my soul gets sucked out of me.
But lately things started getting weird. I would be in History Class (only that class) and randomly I would see myself but not current me future me. It was weird I was trying to convince myself I wasn't crazy and that I was just day dreaming but it started getting worse.
Now I could be in the middle of eating and start seeing things but, I didn't want to tell anyone, my parents would think I'm crazy my sister would just laugh and leave, and I don't have any friends except for Autumn she was nice.
These things sometimes it wouldn't even be me it would be other people, it was weird.
I've been trying to get rid of it but it just wasn't happening.
I tried everything even keeping my eyes open all day, but nothing worked. I started actually paying attention to them, to me it was like I was watching a video of someone and their future life and if I thought about something for too long or someone I would see their future.
I decided I needed help so I instantly called my mom to come and get me from school, I couldn't handle this anymore.
What will happen if she doesn't believe me? Will she think i'm crazy and send me away? I'm not so sure about this...
