RAZOR’S POV
tonight is my final concert for our tour with my band ‘ confused suicide ‘ im the lead singer and bass player
for the last few weeks of tour i have been throwing up every morning i have been getting very very worried because i have skipped a few days on period so I went and got a pregnancy test i sat around waiting for it to finally show me the result finally 20 minutes past and i went back to the bathroom to look at it i flip it over and i could not believe what i was seeing on all three test i did they all were positive i just kept thinking to my self that it wasn't true and that they were just wrong but they were three different brands there is no way they can all fail i sunk to the floor on on tour buss silently sobbing all the guys were out getting breakfast so i was alone and all i did was cry when i hear voices coming from out side the bathroom door “ RAZORRRR WHERE BACK WE HAVE FOODDD “ i hear jake the drummer in the band call out i couldn't move i just sat there looking at the door i was paralysed and the door was unlocked ..
the door flung open “ oh my god you gave us a heart attack “ they all said then they looked at me then looked again i probably red puffy eyes and smudged makeup they double looked at me “ wh-ats wrong ??!! “ alex said my lead guitarist
i just pointed to the 3 little sticks sitting on the bathroom counter there mouths dropped then they smiled
“ OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU ! “ they all said “ but why are you crying “ i put my face in my hands as more tears slip down my cheeks
“ what if kellin leaves me . what if he dosnt want the baby . what if he gets up and leaves me alone . what if he does what my dad did what if-“ i got cut off “ STOP WITH THE WHAT IF’S !!he will love you and him or her no matter what ok !!”
a slight smile appears on my face i got up and went out of the bathroom .
for the rest of the day until it was concert time we sat around eating ice cream watching movies and playing video games when it came to time for the concert i felt amazing ! .
we were waiting for the cue to go on when i heard the all clear i run up pumped as ever
“ HOW ARE YOU GOING GUYSSS !! “ everyone screamed
“ so i decided to come on early today so i can have a talk with you guys because well I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH “
they all cheered again “ AND I AM GOING TO PICK 1 LUCKY PERSON IN THE AUDIENCE TO COME UP HERE FOR THE ENTIRE SHOWW !! “ everyone screamed madly it even hurt my ears
“ OK SO HERES HOW IT GOES I WILL PICK ONE PERSON THEY WILL SIT ON THIS -“ i ran to the side of he stage bringing a stool back with me the crowd laughed as i ran back weirdly “ THIS STOOL “ i laugh into my mic
“ OKK HERE WE GOOOO “ i jump down onto the dirt i close my eyes and feel around for a person my hand lands on someones cheek i open my eyes to see a boy about my age with neon blue hair his mouth hung wide open
“ HIII COME ON THEN “ he nods nervously i pull him up on the stage we get up on the stage and i walk to the stool and kneel down and put one on my hands up in the air and the other down presenting the stool which made the crowd laugh again he sits down “ so whats your nameeeee “ i smile he breaths in “ jai its jai “ he smiles
“ soo jai im going to let you pick our first song !! “ his mouth nearly hit the ground again
“ can you please do i lost it all its my favourite song of yours !!” i nod and walk away from him into the centre of the stage i take my place .
