Rebellious Gilinsky

Home Sweet Home

*Dream/Flashback*
"Nikki, im never gonna leave you okay? I love you too much to do that..." Jack said since he was getting more and more famous and was invited to "Magcon" and now he has a choice Magcon, or me I really hope he picks me him and I are super close im 13 well about to turn 14 and Jack is 15 we do everything together hes mostly overprotective of me "...And if I do go, then don't change yourself you're adorable and nice I don't want you to change" I nodded
*1 Week Later*
"Mom! Wheres Jack?" I said walking down the stairs i was excited tomorrow was my birthday "Sweety, Um. Well Jack is kinda-sorta gone he left to go on tour" mom said I ran back upstairs and cried in my bed
After a few mintes I stopped its not gonna fix anything I went into my bathroom that was connected to my bedroom and took out my razor I wrote on my arms "WORTHLESS" "NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU" and more and more stuff then I got an idea...I'll change but if im gonna change im writing this: "HE LEFT I CHANGED" then after I cleaned my cuts I saw scars I changed clothes, personality, hair etc. I felt I bit of light headed "I'm sorry" I whispered to myself
*End Of Dream/Flashback*

I woke up...sweating? I wiped the sweat off my forehead I felt warm very i stood up and felt like I would pass out any minute please don't say I have a fever cuz then I would have to stay home and be with the person I hate

I put on my shoes and down the stairs I saw Jack their I rolled my eyes and got my keys I went outside I unlocked it and got my money, and suit out of there I closed the door and locked it then got in the house and saw Jack about to watch something but the thing is that I have a safe by the TV but it's alot higher I dropped my suit and got my rope from my room and tied it to the stairs I got to the bottom of the stairs and started to climb it once I got up there I typed in the code 1996 when we moved into this house I got the safe and so me and Jack were close so of course I had the year he was born but I kept it permenatly I used to have it everywhere but I changed it "what are you doing?" He said "What does it look like im doing" I scoffed but my voice cracked a bit I really felt like puking its probably the achool or I haven't eaten or dranked anything but I don't care I put my money there with my other cash I then locked it and got off the rope "you're supposed to be in school" I rolled my eyes and turned to look at him...Wow he's changed "got suspended again for the 7th time this week" he tried to keep his calm and asked "why?" "Well 1 for putting slime in everyone's lockers except Mine and the gangs and 2 for spray painting in the hallways, mess hall and..." I said trying to remember since I do alot of damage "the football field" I said finishing "WHAT?!" He reacted so I went along with it "I know right like who do you think you're talking t-"
"No just stop! This isn't you what happened to my sister, my little sister she's amazing, nice and could make anyone happy, she's in theres somewhere WHERE'S MY LITTLE SISTER! " he said getting closer
"You should of stayed for the Last 4 years not go to a stupid convention Jack" I said walking away but then I turned around "Just so you know after you left I started to do this" I took off my jacket that I wear every mornings you could still see the scars there where you could perfectly see them I walked closer and again I got mad but sad at the same time "YOU'LL NEVER GET ME BACK TO WHO I UED TO BE!" I yelled then ran to my room crying a bit but I ran into the bathroom and threw up my head aked badly and I felt like passing out a bit but before I could do anything darkness came over me before I heard the door opened

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I opened my eyes I wasn't in my bed and no I wasn't in the hospital I was in..Jack's Room I was snuggling into Jack's warm cozy blanket I remembered it he left it here and I would always use it until I changed but It would always remind me of him his scent is there still I layed back down and got comfterable then memories flooded back Into my head I quietly began to cry witch I haven't done that 4 years ago "Im sorry, Im sorry for being a terrible little sister I should of been greatful that you'd came back I mean Mom and Dad left for a 'Vacation' but I knew they wanted to get out of the house since I won't change Im sorry Jack" I cried and cried I then felt somebody come behind me and hug me I didn't care who it was I needed someone I cried into his stomach "Im sorry Jack" I said once again "Stop saying that I should be the one apologising and you're not a bad at all"