Harry Potter x Reader

Winter is a blessed season

A/N: Sorry I took forever to upload. I've been going through lots of things I'd rather not talk about, but I'm glad that this story has had such great feed back. Heres an update from my chapter I never got to upload. Again, I'm sorry for the sudden disappearance. But I will be updating ad much as I can now.

I smiles faintly, sitting in the Great Hall with Harry still helping me to do simple things because of the 'accident' But what was done has been done and thats all in the past. People were surprised of how well I'm coping with the situation...But I do struggle, Mentally that is. I may look perfect on the outside but inside...Thats a whole different story. One that I don't want to go in too much detail about but I like to keep my feelings, 'Bottled up' If you'd like. I prefer to keep what I'm feeling to me and only me, it may end up making matters a lot worse than me expressing myself but this way I feel safe. After all the Japanese say that you have three faces. The first face, the one you show to the world. The second is the one you show to people you are close to like your family or friends. And the last one is the one you never show anyone, it is the truest reflection of who you are.
It was almost Christmas so people were leaving to go home, of course Harry would stay at school since he dreaded going back to the Dursleys...So I decided to stay with him. I mean Christams is about spending time with the ones you love, and I do love Harry.

"Good bye Ron! Good bye Hermione!" I shouted to them as the got on the train. I stood with Harry, watching the Hogwarts Express start to make its way along the tracks. Sighing quietly, I leaned back slightly against his chest with his arms around me. "I'll miss her." I said quietly. Harry chuckled quietly "I know, But Malfoy's gone and you have me." He replied. I nodded slightly as we made our way back into the giant school. "I know, I'm forever stuck with you" I joked. We laughed  as we walked into the Griffindor's common room, the whole place was decorated with Christmas decorations. Outside lay a thin growing sheet of snow, the clouds pure white. I loved Winter, the thought of curling up in front of the fire, with a blanket and a hot drink plus maybe a book was just amazing. And I did just that, Harry lit the fireplace and got a blanket for both of us. I cuddled up to him, drinking a mug of Hot Chocolate that I made for us. Sadly though, I knew Harry hated reading and I didn't want him to sit in silence I would be reading so for his sake I didn't. He sat with his arms around me and I could just melt in them, the silence of the room but the sound of him breathing slowly and the fireplace crackling was almost perfect. I drank my hot chocolate quickly because it was that good and rested my chin on Harry chest gently. I stared at him, taking in every detail of his beautiful face. He was daydreaming while watching the fire. I smiled and kisses him quickly, I went to lean back but he put his arms around me. With him doing that I stayed close to him, kissing him. His strong lock, pinning me to him. I smiled into the kiss.
Truth be told I thought I new what love was since all of the boys fawned over me. Now I know the true meaning of it. I've found a boy I love will all of my broken heart that I know he will fix. And his name is Harry. The only person that actually distracts me from my tasks, fusing his image into my mind.

We both soon pulled away from the kiss and looked at each other, both rosy cheeked and smiling like mad. We sat even closer and watched the fire, soon after to no surprise Harry got bored. He suggested we should have a snowball fight, which I agreed to.
Running outside with out coats and claves on we started the game. "Let the games begin!" Harry shouted which just made me laugh.
We both threw as much snowballs as we could till the point that our arms hurt. We were both laughing as we then made snow Angels which turned out.. Alright let's say. But we just lay in the snow, locking out hands together and watched the snow slowly fall from the pale sky.
And I couldn't hide the fact that I loved him so much to everyone, so we didn't admit we were together however we didn't deny it. All we did was hold hands, walk close to each other and when people weren't looking he would quickly kiss me.
And from that moment on he never left my side. Of course I knew that I still had Hermione and Ron. But even if they won't admit it...It was so obvious to see that they loved each other as well. As much as they deny it they will soon admit it. Till that blessed day comes when they do, I can only hope and wait with Harry by my side.