How does he do this to me!? he got me sprung. its just so hard not to call him "Baby" and im gonna scream if he keeps rejecting me. why cant he see that i love him!? why cant he see that i can make his life better and he could just be my queen! Im gonna go try to make him mine.
I grabbed my car keys and drove to the corner that he's usually at, waiting for another customer. When I got there, I sat on a curb, looking for him... No sight of him! Sigh...
I put my head down and gripped the steering wheel so hard my knuckles turned white. God... This is so frustrating!
I heard a small scream, and I looked up. It sounded like Jacobs scream from when I pound into his plump little ass. I looked all around and finally spotted where it was coming from. I spotted Jacob trying to pull his arm away from some other man. I immediately got furious when I seen him lay his hand on Jacobs fragile little body. I got out of my car and ran up to where they were standing. He still had Jacobs arm locked in his grasp, and he struck Jacob in hi face again making him cry and whimper. "Say son, quit puttin your fuxkin' hands on him! Why don't you go take a swag somewhere befo' I really smack yo' stupid ass!" I told him, pushing him away from Jacob. "Look homie, I don't fuckin know if you know who you talkin to, but I'm this bitch's mothafuckin daddy." He told me getting all up in my face. "I think you've got it all wrong nigga, I'm his fuckin daddy, he calls me it every night!" I yelled at him. "Now before I have to put my hands on you, I suggest you leave out my face." I told him. He rolled his eyes, and pointed at Jacob before saying "this isint over bitch." Then walked away. "Oh it's over cause I said it's over." I told him. Then turned to Jacob. He looked down blushing. "You know you didn't have to do that... But thank you Chresanto." He told me. "Yes I did. And your welcome. Why don't you come to my house?" I asked him. "I wanna go to mine today." He told me. "A'ight. Leggo." I grabbed his hand and led him over to my car and we both got in.
"Wow, you know I've never been into your house before.." I told Jacob, as I walked all around his house, with him following behind me. "It's not a house... It's an apartment." He said, looking down. "Don't be sad just because it's an appartment, besides, I like it." I said, turning around to face him, smiling. "Besides, it's just you here, there's no need to buy a huge house." I told him, then he took my hand and led me into his bedroom. I sat on the bed. "Jacob... You always tell me to get over you... And that were simply just fucking... But to me it feels like more... I've already told you I live you, but yet you keep rejecting me... Why?" I asked as I grabbed his arm and pulled him over to me. He sat on my lap and Strattled me. "Chresanto.... I-I love you.... I just... I'm scared of love okay..." He told me. I smiled.. He loves me! "Well... If you would be my boyfriend, I'd show you what it's like and to not be scared... There's nothing to be afraid about..." I told him. And he looked down. I lifted up his chin and kissed him sweetly.. "Chresanto... I-I-"
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Tbc...
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