Whatever Happened to Love?

 

I'm alone. There's no way around it. I'm sitting here, in the jail cell, all alone. I can't even have a cell mate. Why? Why was this cruel punishment given to me? Why did I lose all of my family and friends? Why did I lose everything? This I can barely explain. It happened because of one choice I made that slipped right through my grip. I didn't mean for him to get hurt. I loved him. It's just, she didn't. I had to let him know that. Even if it meant getting rid of her. Permanently. But what could I have done? What could have happened to start this? Her. She started everything. The horrible nightmares. The horrible feelings. The horrible fantasies. She did it to herself. After this all happened, everything kind of just fell apart. I didn't mean it. Oh wait, yes I did.... I guess I've always been alone on the inside. But now in this quiet jail cell, as I stand on this chair, and tie the rope, and step off, I am the happiest I have ever been. I can finally die. Maybe.....