Ruby's tale of matt's revenge

Part 1

I don't think I can do it, I just can't face them. It's been 5 months since it happened and it's time to go back to school , how can they expect me to be okay about this?! I don't want my peers to pity me, that's one of the reasons I can't do p.e or wear most of the school uniform ( mostly because of my injuries) if they see what those monsters have done , (I would say my life would never be the same again but that would be a god send)I think it would just tip me over the edge . This is all because of Matt, if it wasn't for him I would still be a normal teenager and I wouldn't be 5 months behind in my studies! I can't even remember the name of my teachers, how bad is that? All I wanted when I was younger was to have a normal life and be normal , not popular just under the radar, well apparently I didn't go low enough under the radar or I wouldn't be like this now.