Have you seen my heart

It's hard to try and give your heart to someone when the last person

you gave it to is still breaking it and won't give it back...

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Promises mean everything,but after they are broken,

sorry means nothing.

Hi im Christine Miya, Gonzales  im 15 years old a third year Highschool  by now im living with my 

3 big brothers at ako ang nag iisang anak na babae , my dad is always busy ... it's been a 5 year since my mom died back then...

" Miya dad is here.." said kuya Mike 

" oh really kuya!!! ?? " after that nagmamadali akong bumababa ng kwarto ko

" Hey miya , slow down  " said kuya mike

" Dad!!! " nasa hagdan na ako ng masalubong ko si dad

" MIYA!!! " nagulat ako ng sumigaw si daddy ,kararating lang niya galing states tapos ganito pa siya

" dad.." malumanay kong sagot

" Miya , i told you already you're a lady now , so stop being a childish !.."

lahat kami sa bahay natahimik si kuya mike nasa likod ko lang pati si kuya Gino at kuya Yano tahimik lang lahat kasi kami takot kay dad

" are we clear ? " dagdag pa niya

" yes dad.." after that pumanik na siya sa office niya sa bahay, tumakbo nlng ako bigla papunta sa garden i heard my kuya's called me pero hindi ko sila pinansin i need to be alone

Habang umiiyak ako kinakausap ko yung mga bulaklak 

" Mom, bakit mo po kami iniwan...my life turn into miserable since you left us dad change .."

umiiyak parin ako ng biglang dumating si manag selya siya yung yaya ni dad since bata pa siya at nagyon kami naman ang inaalagaan niya

" Miya.."

" manang..." tapos umupo si manang sa tabi ko at saka ako niyakap

" intindihin mo nalang ang daddy mo iha.."

"Bakit po ganun? "

" Hindi ko alam pero,wag ka mag alala baka pagod lang ang daddy mo "

" lagi naman po"

"hayaan mo na , tara na sa loob kakain na.." pumasok na kami sa loob,pagdating ko nasa lamesa na silang lahat , habang kumakain kami kinausap kami ni dad

" Miya" tawag sa akin ni dad

" yes dad..?'" 

" umakyat ka sa office ko mamaya , i wanna tell you something.."

" yes dad.." ano kaya yun kinakabahan tuloy ako bigla...

  after kumain umakyat na ako sa office ni daddy kumatok muna ako bago pumasok

" Dad ? "

" come in..have a sit " umupo naman ako ,kinakabahan ako habang nakaupo ako

" Miya"

" yes dad "

" our company partners , wanna have a deal.." tahimik lang akong nakikinig kay dad

" and they want is..." biglang natigil si dad

" What is it dad..?'"

" they want you to marry there son.." 

Gosh!!! marry talaga ? 

" Dad.." 

" i know it's hard for you to decide , don"t worry im giving you a time to decide.." after namin mapag usapan yun lumabas na ako at pumasok sa kwarto...

KINABUKASAN

" Good morning Baby.." bati sa akin ni kuya Gino,Yano at mike

" Morning kuya's "

" oh anong balita?  " said kuya gino

" balita, saan ? "

" ano pa eh dun sa kung bakit ka tinawag ni dad.."

" ah, gusto raw ako ipakasal sa anak ng business partner niya.."

no emotion ko lang yang sinabi ,sila kuya naman gulat na gulat 

" what?" said kuya Gino

" are they crazy.." said kuya mike

" i dunno.." while kumakain ako

" tsk.." kuya yano

" dad said he's giving me a time to decide.."

" good for you.." -kuya Yano

" yeah.."

" so what is you're decition? " - kuya Mike

" i dunno.." 

" don't do that " said kuya Gino

" kuya---" magsasalita pa sana ako kaso biglang dumating si dad 

" Morning Dad.." sabay sabay naming bati

" morning, so miya have you decided.."

" Not yet dad.." 

" make it fast, they want your answer as soon as possible.."

" yes dad "

after that he left us , papasok na siya sa trabaho niya, pumasok na ako sa school 

" hi miya.." bati ni Sarah sa akin sya nga pala ang bestfriend ko

" hi Sarah.."