I've always had a good life. my parents are together, I have a big family and lots of friends, and i never had a rainy day. The worst thing that happened to me ws when we had to move for my dads' job. We moved basically every two years. My friends weren't close enouh to me for me to miss them terribly untill i started high school.
My first class was full of peple I knew. There were also many that i didnt know. By the end of the semester almost everyone in that class was on my good side. It was one of those days when the class goes to the computer lab to work and you're able to sit wherever you want. there was one guy I didn't know. All I knew was that his name was Sam. I decided to sit with him. People say eyes are the windows to the soul. I remember the first thing he said when i sat down was "I don't like you." I also remember him having the most beautiful eyes i had ever seen. When he spoke that first scentence I finally understood the old saying. I just kner that I wanted to get to know this guy, so i used every opportunity to talk to him.
Months later I had a best friend. It was kind of crazy how alike we were. The biggest difference (beside gender) was that I was outgoing and he was shy and kept to himself. I was his only friend, he was my most treasured one. To this day, I can't figure out how someone as perfect as Sam wasnt just a magnet. He always had the right words and the righr ideas and was gentle and sweet and impossible to forget.
I promised I would never leave him. I couldn't because if i did it would tear me to shreds. It's funny how lines like that sound so cheesy, but when you truly know the feeling, there's no other way to word it. But sadly, time turned evil and it was only a matter of days before my dads job would rip me from the one person in the world who is lodged in my heart. About two years after the move, we weren't so much in touch because of school work and stuff. I decided to check in on him one day. I drove myself 4 hours down the coast to his house. I walked in the house without knocking because it was like a second home for me. i walked towards the stairs that leaded to the second floor which is where his room and my room are located. What I saw scared me ALOT. It was a trail of fresh blood leading up the stairs. I follow the trail into his room. shaking, I opened the door and found a bundle of letters witha a note at the top saying ' to my love' with our signature heart at the end. A single tear dropped down my face. I walked out of the room finding another path of blood leading to my room. I walked into my room. What i saw next has scarred me for life. There I find Sam. He was shirtless hanning from a rope. He had multiple cuts on his stomach, wrists, arms,neck and thighs. I wanted to cry so badly but I just couldn't. I felt parylised. My eyes darted arroundthe room. On my bed, under my pillow was a folded peice of paper. It said 'im sorry. i couldnt take it anymore. i miss you. I want you to move on. Once your done reading this please just walk out of the room and go home. I'll always be here with you. you just cant touch me, see me or hear me. just remember to wave to that extra star in the night sky which will be me. It was nice having a friend for once. Just remember "eyes are the windows to the soul' I will miss you.
I love you
xx SAM <3
So I did as Sam said.
its painful to think that maybe if i had said hi earlier, the most beautiful thing in my life might be alive right now. But i was Too Late
