Pregnant By a Gangster

Chapter 4

I ran out of bed once again and headed towards the toilet and starting puking last night's dinner . I looked at my phone and saw I have a whole hour before my alarm goes off so I decided to take a bath to soak .

I Put my phone on the counter and turn my bath on and went to get some oils I finally picked the rose scented and pour it in the bath . I just sat in the bath remembering what Cade said to me and I cried a little more . I start washing my hair and body and then went under the water  .

I felt totally alone and the only people who are actually there for me are my friends and my sister when she's actually home . My mother on the other hand is never home I don't even remember the last time we have been home at the same time it's been months and I don't even remember the last time we've spoken or even her telling she loves me suddenly my baby popped in my head and I was thinking what he or she will look like and if I would actually be a good mother or would I become just like my mother !?, I don't want my baby to feel unwanted and unloved like me and I would die before I ever become anything like that unloving monster so right there and then I was determined at all costs I will give my baby  all the love I can give and i will always be there for her/him forever no matter what.

I pulled my head above the water and got out While pulling up the drain watching the water go down . My alarm goes off and I turned it off  and  headed towards my closet . I decided to grab a short shirt top and a leather jacket and some sunglasses. I better start showing a little bit of skin before my belly starts to show . I put my outfit on and put on my gladiator sandals on that I haven't got a chance to wear yet . I did my hair and it came down in waves and I grabbed my stuff and left .

When I park my jeep I got out and hear whistling I looked over and it's jade and Lydia looking at me up and down . I start laughing and whispered I better show a little before the baby gets bigger and then I won't be able to.

Ding ! Ding! Ding !

Thank god school is over I'm starving for ice cream oh and brownies mmmm . I start walking with my friends to our cars and jade whispers "don't look now but baby daddy is over there" I looked over and I saw him leaning against his motorcycle looking my way .

Everyone obviously feels his presence and started staring at him and I swear all the girls were eye raping him while drooling. I rolled my eyes and ignored him which caused him to walk towards my direction and stopping in front of me .

"We need to talk" I looked at him pissed off 'didn't we already talked and why are you here at my school ? How did you find out which school I went to? Are you stalking me or something?"

The whole time I could feel everyone's eyes on me and I swear it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. In the corner of my eye I could see Jackson and Melissa staring at me , they both were pissed off and Melissa had daggers in her eyes no less.

I was zoned out until I felt a hand on my shoulder and I jumped a little only realizing it was Cade's and he said I either come with him or he won't stop following me until I finally go , so I huffed and puffed looking like a 4 year old throwing a tantrum but finally agreed .

I told him if he wants to talk that we are doing it at the bakery since I'm craving sweets which he smirked and agreed so I got in my car and let him follow me to the bakery. I got out and walked up to the counter realizing how starved I am i've never felt so hungry in my life .