Heaven Or Earth

Life so far

My name is Skylar Tress, and I have stage three brain cancer. I know exactly what your thinking, but I don't want that at all. I don't want your pity or you're sympathy, I've gotten enough of that in my life time. I'm done trying to act like I care, because the truth is I'm just another cancer patient who is going to die and not experience life. So what's the worth of living if there's no guarantee that I'll even be here tomorrow? Exactly you can't answer it, because it's not worth it at all. I just wish people could understand and see it this way. I'm not trying to be rude, but if I get close to you I'll more than likely end up hurting you. I really don't see any other way around it, no one understands what it's like to have lived in my life. I get flash backs every now and then about my old life, but I don't wanna talk about that at all. I have a new life now, new parents, new siblings, and a new school. Tomorrow is my first day at Wayward Circle HighSchool, and I am so not ready to deal with these people. I don't really know what to expect of these people, they don't understand what I've gone through in my ex-life. I intend to keep it that way though, nobody needs to know about it, they just wouldn't understand.