Deathly Silence (Phan Fiction)

Phil:

I hated maths, it's boring but unfortunately one of my most important subjects. As well being important I have it three times a week.I always prefer to sit on my own in lessons but in maths I advice you not only to sit next to someone, but someone smart or a geek as you may refer them to.

But If you are unlucky and sit on your own you are either unpopular,or very quiet.You see no one really notices me around school hence why i only have my two friends chris and pj.

I don't really listen much in maths which is obvious when you see my levels.As well as not listening I'm a daydreamer...and a very good one!

I day dream in every lesson except art, I love that lesson,It's a way to express my feelings and sometimes paint my anger which is quiet often since I came out as gay. what brings me to another reason why my life sucks...I get bullied often and harshly. The usual names vary from fag to emo scum! But sometimes the bullying is that bad I have to let my anger out some other way...self harm I try not to do it often but sometimes I feel like I have to, like there's no other way.

5 weeks later

Maths again I huffed as I entered the dull classroom. I sit where I usually do in the corner alone. Alright alright quiet down class Miss Shaw shouted. She carried on saying...today we have a new boy his name is Dan Howell.

But as soon as that name came flowing out of miss shaw's lips it made my face lit up I don't know why but it just did. Of corse Dan didn't know anyone so miss looked around the room to see me sitting alone. Dan you will be sitting next to Phil this lesson is that okay miss shaw said. Yes.. Dan mumbled. After dan had confirmed sitting next to me one of the class members shouted haha Dans next to gay boy Phil. I don't know who it was but it hurt more than it usually did.

Through out the first 30 minuets of the lesson I didn't talk once but I felt myself constantly looking in to his deep dark eyes. Then Dan broke the silence and mumbled 'do you like muse?' When I heard that question escape his lips all I could do was smile like an idiot. After a few seconds i whispered 'yes'. Dan smiled I guess we have something in common. Yeah I suppose we have...After that we spent the whole lesson taking about our interests and it turned out we had quiet a lot in common.

When the bell went we said our goodbyes and walked of. I was starting to think he was the one for me ...the way his hair covered his eye, the way he spoke and most of all his amazing personality. After maths all I could think about was Dan I was constantly day dreaming. Even in art I could feel myself drifting into a daydream. As well as that i found myself drawing his face in my sketch book. As I ripped out the page I quickly realised....I love Dan Howell.

Dans P.O.V

As i entered the classroom i diddnt know where to look but soon found my eyes glued to this one boy. He had black straight what covered over his left eye i wouldnt say emo but who cares ...i loved it! Mrs Shaw was finding me someone to sit next to and inside i was secretly hoping she would choose him. As Mrs Shaw looked around the room she said "Dan you will be sitting next to Phil this lesson is that okay" at first i was woundering who the heck was Phil but soon realised it was him. I tried not to make it obvious that i liked him so i tried not to sound too enthusiastic about it. 

As i sat down next to Phil one of the fellow students shouted "gay boy" Phil looked embarassed meaning they were right...well i hope theyre right.When i first sat down it felt right i know i dont even know him but it just felt right...for the first time in my life i felt a conection. For the first 30 mins of the lesson there was silence non of us talked. I found it too awkward so i broke the silence and asked him one of the most stupidist questions "Do you like Muse?" *FACE PALM* After feeling like an idiot i realised that Phil said "Yes" after that all i could do was smile. After that we couldnt stop talking about our intrests and hobbies soon descovering that we both make youtube videos. When the bell went i was kinda disapointed i wanted to just talk to him all day and i think i could tell him everything.

 The next day... (phil)

Normally i question life thinking whats the point...no one likes me...im useless but ever since i met Dan i feel like someone cares..for once. I woke up realising it was maths today as i huffed i soon remembered that i now sit next to Dan...Dan Howell. Just realising i said his name out loud but all i could do was smile to myselth thinking about Dan. After snapping out of daydream land i looked at my clock and it read '8:45' "shit! im going to be late" After locking up i ran to the bus stop like an idiot and only just missed my bus. I mummbled a swear word to myselth before sighing. It looked like i was going to be late knowing that the next bus would be 10 mins and to make things more worse it started raining...i quickly retreated under the shelter as i shook my hair dry. After waiting for 2 mins i saw a black hooded figure running towards the bus shelter. At first it kinda scared me you see i thought it was a robber or mugger but when the person came closer i saw that it was Dan. I tried not to look at him but i couldnt help myselth the closer he got the more i got sucked into his dark hazle eyes. Soon realisig he was next to me. Again snapping out of daydream land i said "urmm sorry".

Dan looked up from his iPhone and said "Phil!" He remembered my name and said it like he was ahappy to see me...i tried to act cool by leaning agenist the wall saying "Hi" but soon sliping. I looked up to see Dans hand reaching out to me saying "Are you okay?!" He helped me up as i said "Yeah im fine" Dan giggled as he saw me getting my phone out to see if my hair was tidy. I looked into the screen and saw Dans hand reach out to my phone...i looked at him confused..Dan just smiled at me and mummbled "your hair looks fine Phil" I smiled back and put my phone in my pocket. "i mean look at my hair" dan said whilst lifting his hood down to exspose his brown hair...but this time it was curly. I couldnt help but laughing "it looks like hobbit hair" after i said that we both couldnt stop laughing. "It looks hot".... silence broke i diddnt realise what i said...it just slipped out..of corse it looked hot but i diddnt want him to know that...not now anyway. (WHATS GOING ON IN PHILS HEAD) oh great youve done it this time phil he will hate you forever and youve blown your chances with dan..... i looked down at the ground hoping that he diddnt hear what i just said. Soon after looking down i heard Dan say "your not to bad yourself" We both smiled at eachover and saw the bus coming down the street. We got on and sat down *next to eachover obvs* and all i could think about was how happy i felt...

Sorry for not updating for a while but heres it for now please tell me what you guys thought and tell me what you may like in the next chapters. Thanks guys i will be updating in a few days...Bai ^_^