"Tell me to stop! Tell me you don't want us and i will...." He pause as our eyes meet. The words just could not come out. His heartbeat got faser and his body got weakener as he thought about the words he never wanted to say out loud. "I think it is the best if we go our different ways." he muttered under his breath slowly. My eyes became blood shot red and filled with tears. I opened my mouth but nothing, even though my mind was racing with thoughts, memories, and feelings. All the last bit of hope washed alway with the tears on my face.
Just another night all by myself while my parents are out. I could hear the music from eight houses down where a party was going on. This was normal, Niall the kid who throws the parties every weekend was hosting one for the boys soccer team who just won regions. I was always invited but never felt like going. The people who go to those parties aren't really my friend or even people I talk to. I always walk around the block when he has parties to see to what is going on at the party. I don't know why I do this maybe to see how it is going or the laugh at all my class mates who are drunk and can't walk.
It is around eleven and the party is still going on. I grab my shoes and head out the door. The music is so loud I always wonder why the cop are never called. Walking towards the house I see a body lying in the middle of the road. I quickly run over to it.
"Hey are you alive?" I ask
"Yeah" he said quietly
"Do you need help"
It is so dark I couldn't tell who he was.
"No thanks I think I am going to lie here a little bit longer"
I sat down right next to him.
"Well do you mind if I join" I asked
"Depends who are you?"
"I am Heidi, who are you?"
I could see a smile appear, but why.
"It is me Niall. Why are you out here?"
I couldn't tell him I was basically spying on his party so I made up a lie.
"You know....um...walking to the party"
"Oh really I wouldn't of guess you never come even though I invite you all the time. What made you change your mind?"
Not sure of what to say I froze. Fore a good minute it was just silent. I could not think of a single thing to say.
"Hey you all right?" He asks
Finally a question I can answer.
"Yeah I sometimes forget what to say."
Does that even make sense
"Kinda of like cat got your touge."
"Yeah kinda of. hey do u want to get out of the street and maybe to the side walk of some thing?"
"Or we could go to my place?" He asks with a grin
At this point I will do anything to get out if the street.
"Sure"
He stands up and offers me a hand.
