«Le'Ander»
Do it!
Do I have to again?
Yes, you no you want to it does make you feel better.right?
Yeah.
Then do it.it won't hurt it feels good to like it when it slides across your soft skin.right?
Yeah.
DO IT DO IT NOW BEFORE ITS TO LATE.
I started to slide the blade across my skin
It felt so good I just can't stop
When I finish my arms I went to my thighs
It's just a habit I can't get rid of
It stops the pain
All my pain goes away it's like when I cut the pain and suffering goes straight thru the scars
It's like I can't feel anything at the moment it releases the stress it's all set free
After I was finished I got in the shower by now I'm use to the stinging sensation so it was alright when I washed I just stood under the water
Just thinking then the tears started to slide down my face silently
After I was done I got out and dryer off put on what I sleep in and laid on my extremely uncomfortable bed and went to sleep
«next morning»
"Le'Ander get yo ass up"
I heard my step mother say as she threw a shoe at me
I got up
Put on my only hoodie and my pants and my shoes
After I was done I walked to the front door
"I don't no y you still live"
My step mother said
My dad just sat there
My dads not even the same anymore he use to love me but that changed when she came
I walked out the door
I was walking down the street when a car pulled up by me they rolled down the window
"You needa ride ma"
I shook my head
"You sure it's hot asl out here"
I shook my head and got in the car if she kills me I'll be happy so what's the point
"Thanks"
I mumbled
"No problem I'm guessing your going to school right"
I shook my head
"You don't talk much do you"
I just shrugged
"Yeah you don't talk much but we here"
She got out and open the door for me
I got out
"Btw I'm new here and my names Myranda but call me randy"
"Le'Ander"
"Imma call you ander but can you show me around since your my new friend"
I shook my head ian even gone lie I'm a little happy I got my 1st friend
So we walked in school
"Ew why that nasty bxtch with sexy over there"
Randy looked at her and said
"Why you ain't got no edges at the beginning of yo nappy ass tracks another question why yo toes look so crusty and another why I can smell yo fish all the way over here"
I chuckled a little
The hoe she was talking to bent down a little bit I guess to smell herself because when she did she got right back up and ran to the her friends ask where she going she Stupid enough to yell
"I'm going to the bathroom to clean my pussy bxtch"
Now ain't that some shxt
"Let's go get my schedule best friend"
"Ian say I was yo best friend"
"I no...but I did let's go best friend"
We walked to get her schedule I really think I'm liking having a friend...
