What did I ever do to you to make you be so cruel to me?
Was it how I reacted when you told all my secrets?
Was it because of how I didn't want to do the things you told me to do?
You were never I good person to me.
I tried and tried for you to appreciate me.
You just didn't seem to care.
I still remember the day I finally stood up to you.
I called you out infront of all out friends.
Tears pooling out of my eyes.
For a moment I forget about the world around us.
"I hate you." Is what I was proud of to say to you.
"Get out of my life." Was what I thought was what made me brave.
We made up.
Then you went and told everyone everything again.
Little did you know I'd go home everyday and make a list of things that hurt me.
Every day things were written in that notebook.
7th grade came and I ran out of pages.
I had 2 pages left.
You know what I wrote on those two pages?
A suicide note.
Then I decided.
I can stand up once more.
I'm glad I didn't kill myself.
I have better friends then you.
You can't control my life anymore.
I won't see you after this year for the rest of my life.
I hate you, worst enemy.
A/N: so that was my first poem. As you can see I've struggled through middle school. Thank god it's almost over. Well anyway, I was inspired to write this book by s_reilly_swag. Go read hers and vote for hers. Also vote for mine! I'll try to update every day! Ily all!
