I Lied. (Volume 1)

Chapter 1 : I lied that I'm Happy

One day, there were an Idole who got an accident on a car crash. His name is Kotobuki Reiji. The doctor said that he lost half of his memories. Quartet Night and STARISH visits his room but they wasn't able to come in because the doctor was talking to him. Although, they were able to hear through.

"May I ask you a question? Do you remember what lies that you tell?" Asked the doctor. Reiji stays quiet for a while then starts to speak.

"I lied that... I'm happy..." He said. Otoya and Tokiya hear it and wishes to hear more. "Can you tell me the story?" The doctor requested.

"Yes I can." Reiji replied.

Reiji's P.O.V

I was walking as I read a magazine about me. My concert is today but it seems that there is a war between haters and fans. I don't know how to react.

How can I sing on the stage if this kind of war happens on my concert? Esspecialy it is near to my stage? I thought. Suddenly, a cheerful voice calling my name.

"Rei-chaaaaan~~" As I thought, it is Ittoki Otoya. My beloved junior. He jump on my shoulder and huging me "Is there something wrong Otoyan~ You look lazy as always~" I laughed and patted his head "Eheheheh~ I heard that it was your concert~ I want to see you on stage but I'm busy~" Otoya pouted. I was about to ask him that but... I guess I just receive an answer before I ask.

That answer breaks my heart. I know that... This is Kinda selfish... but I want him to come to the concert... I'm so sad at that time but... I smiled "That's sad~ Nii-san wants you to come~ But it's fine~ I know that you are busy~" I smiled widely, not wanting to hurt his feeling as he sees me sad "Nii-san I'm sorry~~" Otoya pouted and hug me even more.

Ahh... This feelings between Kouhai and senpai makes me feel like... I want to do this forever... suddenly, a blue-purple-ish haired man pulled Otoya away.

"You two look like a couple of gay people you know?" Tokiya huffed "Tokki~ Don't be so meaaaan!" I pouted. Although I do really feel sad as he pulled him away from me.

Tokiya sighed and look me into the eyes. I could see that he is surprised or shock. I don't even know why.

Tokiya's P.O.V

I look senpai into his eyes and I saw something painful inside his eyes. It feels like a head that is stabed by a knife. I don't know why but I saw something inside his eyes.

On outside looking, he doesn't feel like he is sad. He's more likely the childish looking one. But inside his eyes...

Pain is controling him. He is traped on a jail full of pain. He is alone. He look like he were about to cry. But he just can't. Because he don't want to make the others sad.

What cause him to be like this? How? No one knows. Only him and God who knows the answer.

My heart says that I should help him. But how?

Like I said.

Only him and God who knows the answer.

"Tokki? You've been standing there for 10 to 15 minutes. Are you okay?" The cheerful voice yet painful feeling of my senpai calls me. "Yes. I am fine." I answered. "Ah Tokki~ I want to ask something~" Kotobuki exclaimed. "Yes?" I ask. But instead of asking me... He stays quiet. Otoya on the other hand was looking at me and Reiji.

Otoya's P.O.V

I don't get it. Why are they so quiet? What did Tokiya sees that creates a quiet situation?

Tokki is a quiet and kuudere-look-like friend but I know he cares about everyone.

That's it! Probably there is something wrong with Rei-chan!

I tried to look him in the eyes and all I found is...

Nothing...

Like seriously? How can I understand them? "Nee, Rei-chan?" I tried to call him.

Reiji's P.O.V

I think asking Tokiya about the concert is a bad idea. I think Tokiya's answer will be the same.

"Nee, Rei-chan?" Otoyan called my name "Y-Yeah?" I answered "What were you going to say to Tokiya just now?" He asked. "A-Ah! Oh yes!" I guess there's no big deal on trying. So I asked him "Tokki~ Do you want to come to the concert of mine~" Reiji goes to Tokiya's side and smiled "There are hot cheeks in there you know what I'm sayin'" I laughed.

"Uhhh No." Tokiya answer it quickly and strict. It kinda break my heart more but I smiled "Mou! That's meaan!" I pouted. I think Tokki starts to get annoyed. I could see him in his eyes.

Tokiya's P.O.V

On the middle of sadness he still telling joke!? How could it be? I think my calculation is wrong. I think he is just fine. "Just do your own business, Kotobuki-san. Me and Otoya have jobs to do." I pulled Otoya's hand and walks away. "Ehhh?? Wait a sec! Tokiyaa!!" Otoya yelled

"Ganbatte Otoyan~ Tokki~" Reiji waved on us. I look over my shoulder for a moment and I found him...

Crying.

I stop walking and look at him. Crying in pain as we leave them. I thought he was happy. After a few seconds, he turn around to calm his tears down.

I walk towards him and patted his shoulder "are you okay? Were you crying?" I asked. He smiled as tears flows down "I'm not sad~ I'm just happy for you~" He said.

I look at him with a concern look. Even though he said that he is fine and happy for us... I could hear his inner self saying that.

"I lied that I'm happy..."
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Next.
Chapter 2 : I lied that I'm brave.