I Just Cant Do This.....

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April POV 

Its been just 2 weeks since I have gotten out of the hospital and I am just a wreck. I am just to a point to where I dont even know if I want to continue this story. I dont even want to write this point of view. I am so done. 

Prince POV

April doesn't talk anymore. She is so upset that she won't even look at me. I miss her so much. I'm scared that she will try and hurt herself. I have had Kiri since April has been kinda isolated and stuff. We are eating breakfast right now. Kiri looked up at me and said "Dad I really miss my mommy." I couldn't say anything to her bc I miss her too. I told Kiri to go get ready bc Lyric was going to keep her for a few days. I need to get through to April. I dropped Kiri off at Lyrics and went to April's house. I just walked in bc I knew that she wouldn't open the door.  I called her name.  I didn't hear her response. I was scared so I ran to her room. I opened the door and I saw her laying on her bed looking at the ceiling.

"Go away Princeton" she said in the verge of crying.
"Baby I'm not going anywhere." I said with sympathy. I started to walk
 toward the bed but I stopped when I saw her being out of the bed and walking up to me. I was about to pull her in for a hug but she walked away from me and closed the door and pushed me in the bed. I was so confused.

"April what are you doing?" I asked worried. She didn't respond but she straddled me and looked me in my eyes.

"Baby," she started off real quietly " GO AWAY!" she yelled really loudly then she hoped off of me and ran in the bathroom. I am just as confused as you guys are. I walked to the bathroom door and I heard April crying.

"Baby I know something is bothering you so please talk to me" I said about to break down. I saw the bathroom door handle twist and she came out with bloodshot eyes. I walked her to the bed and I sat her on my lap.

"Now talk to me please" I said sternly

She exhaled and started talking, " Im upset, I mean for one I cant have anymore kids and I just lost my first baby boy." She started crying " I cant even give you a baby and you might not want to marry me because I am a waste of your time"

I was just staring at her. I cant believe she thinks that I don't want to marry her. I love April with all of my heart and soul. I wiped her tears.

"April Carter, I love you with everything in me and I want you in my life no matter what. Hell, if you are gone for more than thirty minutes, it takes everything in me not to call and to make sure that you are okay. I don't care if you can't give me children. I have you and Kiristen and that's all that I need right now. I love you April and I want you to be my wife" I said with all the hope in the world that she got the hint of what I was getting at.

She looked at me with a confused look but then she looked at me with wide eyes.

"W-W-What are you saying Prince?" she asked me with tears in her eyes. 

"Well I was gonna wait" I got down on one knee. "April I love you with everything in me and I don't want us to ever end. I want us to be official and I want to be with you until I die, so with that being said," I pulled out a 7 carat diamond ring " Will you marry me?"

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