Mistakes in spring book 2 BTS FF

Part {•*1*•}

Everything I expected to happen didn't happen exactly as I thought about our love.....

"Eun-bi can you make me pancakes" jungkook always asking for me to do him stuff and this is getting annoying, to be honest with you we aren't even married but he makes me feel we are a married couple, you think it's nice not at all, I feel like a maid to him "go make it yourself" I try to fight back but..."do you want to get punished little lady" he just keeps on threatening me the same way "what a pervert" I hit his arm and he simply smirks to me, like really what a perverted brain he got

I go down to make his stupid pancakes, I don't even know why I actually do this there is no need to do it for him when he is hopeless....I guess you are still confused, I will tell you it's been 6 months since we've been together not that long Maybe but I feel it's a century. I got a job as a doctor in Seoul National University Hospital and I have to start after tomorrow

After I got my full memories I remembered the real reason of my break up with jungkook but I never told him and talking about that, he never changed he is the same perv I know. I am not married to him and I will never be, he is getting annoying everyday. I am just a toy he plays with the way he want and to be more clear a slave, like who wants that ? (Everyone wants 😏) It's only mad love I am playing with.

Sure a lot of questions in your mind running like what happened to jimin and taehyung. Jimin got himself a girlfriend, she is so sweet and pretty (she might be the one reading this 😇😉) I becme friends with her and we always see each other, I really ship them forever. I still see him like my big brother tho and she is okay with it thanks god. But taehyung...*sigh* not even a clue where he is, after we broke up and I went to jungkook he disappeared...I miss him for reals

I made the pancakes and took them to jungkook "here you are" he takes them happily "why do you look annoyed?" He asks randomly, " can we have a serious talk" he puts down the plate and turns his body to face me "of course eun-bi " I take a deep breath and hold my courage and face him too "jungkook...I..don't think we can continue" he looks at me confused "w-what do you mean" he grabs my hand but I slide it away "we both know what I mean" I chuckle nervously trying not to cry "eun-bi are you serious" he gets tempered suddenly and it just scares me "yeah I am" the atmosphere became kind of angry I just see his facial expression changing gradually "DO YOU LIKE PLAYING WITH MY FEELINS" he shouts out of nowhere and I felt my heart break in its place "I AM NOT...DO YOU EVEN THINK OF ASKING YOURSELF WHAT YOU DID" I shout back to him maybe he will get it, but all he did was getting me into a rough kiss, I push him away "you don't get it do you" I slightly tear and he just stands there looking at the floor "you are a fool for leaving me" I looked at him with hate "to be honest with you I am a fool for loving you" I grab my bag and put all my stuff inside (a small bag) "you know what I don't even need your answer WE ARE OVER" I walk away but he grabs my wrist "eun-bi rethink about it atleast" I firmly push his hand away "get away from me"

He pushes me to a close wall and slaps both his hands trapping me "eun-bi is that what you--" I slap his face "jerk, you don't even know why I did this but you have to know this love was only for you it didn't Mean anything to me I just felt like a toy" my shoulder held some pain inside from the push but I don't mind cause I am already in pain so it won't hurt me. I push him away and actual go away from his house atleast forever. I still live with jimin but not for too long I guess, I go back home still angry and broken inside. I slam the door open and again close hoping no one would notice the big hole I did, I went to the living room and look at the clock it was still 6:27 I wonder why jimin wasn't playing video games, I guess he was with Clara his girlfriend

I didn't mind it at all, I went to my room and change into a comfortable pyjama and I lay down on my bed a little sad not too much. I grab my phone and look at our photos...what a waste of time, I was about to sleep when someone knocked on my door so I just shouted " come in" i really might be crazy like what if it was a stranger, anyways I was glad it wasn't a stranger but I hope it was "jimin!!" I looked at him in his pajamas and half sleepy face "aren't you with Clara today!" He smiled and sat on my bed; hugged one of my pillows and closed his eyes, he looked so cute such a fluffy thing "nah..she is so busy today and couldn't make it" I hit his head "are you cheating on her" he sat up straight shocked
"W-what the hell how could I!!" I laugh so hard at his reaction "then how can you sit on another girls bed" his facial expression changed and he looks at me with a face saying 'really -_-' "annoying...why are you home today tho AND early ??" I roll my eyes and fall back to my pillow and let out a big sigh

"I don't want to talk about it" he pulls me back straight so I can sit "no tell me....is it kookie" I look down and hold my tears inside "yeah...we...we...broke up today" his jaws open wide and he looks at me with a level 2 shocked face "WHAT...wait so you officially broke up with him" I nod and slightly hug my knees and cry

Did I make a bad decision ?