Just Keep Breathing

Sailing

Day 4 Morning: You woke up to the sound of your other friends arrival. They were supposed to show up when we did. You still didn't feel well and I didn't either but we faked a smile to greet them. I grabbed you though and attempted to have an intimate moment with you. your friend knocked on the door. That moment was ruined. We jumped up and got dressed. We went to meet them. they wanted to go out swimming. I wore lingerie. When you seen me you were stunned. You said I was the prettiest girl on the island. You asked me again how you got so lucky and asked why you deserved to have someone like me. All day you told me how amazing I looked. You loved my hair. I colored and styled it for you. We met all your friends at the pool. You bragged to them how I went swimming in my clothes yesterday. You and I went to the ocean. I swam out to the floating dock. Your friends stayed at the side of the ocean with you. I motioned for you to come over to me. You swam over and climbed up with me... you hugged me and told me how attractive I looked to you. You laid down behind me. You wanted to get a tan. I rubbed your back. My thigh was burning. I broke out in some sort of rash. You thought I got stung by a jellyfish. I told you I would be okay. We swam back to shore. We wanted to go out on a boat ride. We got dressed and crashed a party on the way. I wore a skin tight pink leather two piece dress. you loved it. I wore the necklace you bought me from your last vacation. It's a rainbow shell from the ocean floor of Mexico. You bragged about it to your friends. they were enchanted by it's beauty. I am too. You loved my lipstick. it was bright and vibrant and didn't come off when you kissed me. That's why you loved it so much.

We went to the boat. We met up with your friend from the day before. It's his ship. We began our adventure. We went way out into the ocean. It was windy and cool. You put your arm around me. Like a little kid you didn't hesitate to assist in working the sails. It seemed so natural to you. You always said you wanted a boat. You came back and sat next to me. You pulled me close. I took pictures. The sky was an endless amount of color. The clouds made mesmerizing shapes as we sped around over the dark blue water. Little boats passed us. This was so nice. I've never done anything like this before. You keep opening me up to new experiences. That's why I love you so much.

Day 4: night -With every moment I start feeling sick again. I don't let it show though. I know you don't feel well either. It started bothering me bad. I couldn't wait to get home and relax. We got off the ship. I raced home. Im not sure what even happened. I just know I didn't feel good and I ran right into the bathroom. When I got out and got changed you were sitting outside with your friends. I walked over and stood behind you. I took your hat. It mustve been the 100th time Ive snatched it from you. You wanted my opinion on it when you first designed it. I told you I liked it the most out of all of your designs and you wore it ever since. I laid it down on the table. I played with your hair. Getting so long, it's almost as long as mine! I gave you another massage. I know you still don't feel well. My poor baby. You told your friends to go out and have fun. We didn't feel well so we'd stay behind. You went back and forth until they agreed to go out. A part of me wanted them to leave so badly. I like them, but I really wanted you to myself. Everyone left and we had the house to ourselves. We slept on the couch so your friends could have the bedroom. I didn't care. I still had you. We cuddled up to each other and watched tv. It seemed like another perfect day...