Demons and dreams

Home alone

I stay home alone a lot because I'm home schooled. I don't really like it as much as I thought I would there's too many things distracting me so I don't do my work on time. Later I got depression because I had no friends now all of them didn't like me no more they stopped talking to me they don't even look at me. But things happened doors would slam really loud and I would hear wishers coming from the hallway also my dads room too. Sometimes I have the thought of someone touching me on my leg or my arm or really cold spots. And a lot of the times I would have terrifying nightmares although I have had some strange things when I woke up one of the times I woke up and thought that someone was patting my hand but i was half asleep then when I woke up fully I gasped and sat up quickly and saw that I was home alone and all of my dogs was in the living room as their all ways are and some moments where I wake up to my face in my Pillow and can't move and can't breathe at all I struggle to move but can't but eventually do and catch my breath. I sometimes talk to it but always have a feeling something is gonna happen something very very bad so I decided not to in my dads room every time I go in there I feel evil and so much of it to where I get the hell out of there

If anyone know what's happening please tell me