Broken

Ruined

Kate's POV

Why.....Tears slipped down my face. My heart stings......I can't imagine how Chris feels. The pain beat down on me and my head banged as i lay on my bed tears running down my pale face. I had ruined my own life and my loves at the same time. This is what happend last friday:

Chris and me were slowly wondering to school. Suddenly,he stopped so i turned to face him looking into his deep brown eyes. My heart flipped as his soft lips brushed against mine. I never released before that i loved him. We had become so close. Thats when i heard a car pull up behind us. I turned seeing it was Daniel. The most popular boy in my school. His grin widened. I quickly approched up as he got out. "So kittu kat you like geek wot ober there" I stood stunned then without thinking i gushed "Omg help. This loser just kissed me and wont get away from me. Please help me Danny!" He stared at me then rolled his hands into fist and pointed me towards school.

I heard danny growl "You creep. Kissing a defenless girl. Don't you'll wish you were dead by the time the whole school hears about this"

In one day nearly all the school knew and I saw some of the lads and lasses hit him but just tried to ignore it. It's okay. He's tough. He doesn't care.....but i do. I love him and yet I was to scared to amit it. To scared about my image. Why...Had i said something....Why had i kissed him....Why did I care for him? He is just another geek. Nothing special but then a small voice in the back of my mind said he is speical to you. I fought down the thought and just forgot about it. But now as i lay on my bed unable to sleep all i can think about is how good it felt to be with him .......

Chris's POV

Kate.....Beautiful. Perfect.Sweet and now i know she hates me. My heart throbbed. Why did i kiss her?! Now i had lost my only friend. I'm sure of it. And now everyone knows how much of a jerk i am. Tears theatened to slip from my eyes.

I sat on the hard floor in the cellar. My eyes scanned the room. I wish she knew more about me. Why I push people away.....Why I fear to trust....How much i love her.....

I saw the glint of a knife shimmer on the floor across from me. I reached out for it and grasped it. Before i had time to think the blade had made a small cut across my wrist. Again and again the knife dragged across my wrist until my vision blurred all i could see was red. Blood red. I don't know how long after that i woke up. My arm thobbed but it felt good to feel something. It felt good to know i was alive. Deep down i felt dead....I was alone....No one cared for me...the one person i loved i made hate me......Why do i ruin everything?.....

Authors note

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