Random Poems

Should or Shouldn't

I know this is confusing

Fear of forever hoping

But also feared with regret

It's you, I can't seem to forget

I want to give up

But at the same time, I don't want to

One part of me is saying to suck it up

But another is saying to forget you

Basically torn apart

Why is it that you so confuse my heart?

I know there isn't a chance

But I'm still caught in your trance

I hate you for making me feel this way

But I hate myself more

I know it's time to walk away

But it's you who I really adore

I want to quit

But I don't want to

I don't know what I should do

Am I in or out of it?

Is this only in my head?

Or is this the real deal?

I toss and turn in my bed

These feelings I'm afraid to seal

You are my daydream

But you're also my nightmare

This shit makes me want to scream

Would you walk away? Would you even care?

I'm in a daze, and also a blur

You're the toxic but you're also my cure

How do I leave this situation silently?

With no one knowing except me?