If it wasn't for him

Introduction

Well in life you have to have good things and bad things my Mum is an amazing lady she's so kind and nice but she has a horrible case of cancer, no one knows how long she has left. It pains me to see her fading slowly everyday. My Dad used to be just like my Mum so kind and nice that was until she got cancer, ever since then he's been horrible towards me he hits me shouts at me basically abuses me and blames me for my mum's catching of cancer. Why you ask now that I don't know.

I'm still at a hell hole of a school, I hate it there it's like a jail. I usually skip classes to get out of it even though I get caught quite a lot.

The only thing that really helps me is my music. Especially One Direction and The Vamps they really help with my rough time, their songs have so much meaning behind them. I know you're probably thinking she's just another random crazy fan girl. I'm crazy but not a crazy fan girl.

I like to stay outta the house because I don't want to be around my Dad in case he does anything, so I just walk to random places and listen to music. If I'm not around for practically the whole day my Dad doesn't shout or hit me.

My Dad has recently signed me up to a councillor because he claims I have a very 'troubled and depressed' attitude. It's his fault! i only act like that around him! So now I go to a lady called Liz who 'helps me' with my 'problems'.