Right now giving up seems to be a good idea. I can't keep doing this. I know that it wouldn't last long.
I feel tired in myself and I know that's a poor excuse. But no one knows what it's like for me. Why that's so valid.
Truth be told it would be better if no one knew. Then, no one would worry about me. I don't deserve that.
Even if I did tell someone, what could they do?
