The Journals (Harry Styles Fanfic)

My Second Entry.

October 13th, 2013

Dear journal,

I went to school today. I walked in and everyone was staring at me like I had five heads. I’ve gotten used to the staring because everyone was friends with her. Everyone loved her. People knew of me and I was always hidden in the background but I didn’t have many friends. I had, Rachael, Jake, and Wes but they couldn’t deal with me anymore.

I walked passed them trying not to stare, but I did. They all these sorry faces on but it wasn’t genuine. I knew that.

I continued my walk down the hallway until I reached my first period class. I sat in the back because I wasn’t going to answer any questions and the teachers knew better then to call on me.

No one sat near me because I’m the weird freak, who doesn’t speak, and who used to have an identical twin sister, named Victoria. I haven’t even written in so long. It felt weird to write.

As I was waiting for the bell to ring, I heard people talking but for once it wasn’t about me. I heard things like “He’s foreign” or “He’s got amazing eyes”. I was really confused until everyone was silent for a really long time just staring at him in the doorway.

I looked towards the door and he looked at me. The feeling inside my stomach was like nothing I had experienced before. It was strange, to say the least. I guess everyone noticed he was looking at me and everyone started staring at me. I didn’t like the attention I was being given by this stranger so sunk into my seat so it harder to see me.

Eventually, he moved away from the door. He took seat that was available, and guess what? It was right next to me. I tried not to look at him because I got that feeling you get when someone is staring at you. Well the bell finally rang for class to begin, he whispered in my “hello love, I’m Harry”.

I just looked at him. I wasn’t going to speak to anyone, why talk to him? When I just stared at him he smirked at me. He whispered again “What’s your name?” I decided that I would write it down because maybe he would stop talking to me. I wrote sky down and gave him the paper. He read it told me it was a beautiful name.

I got that feeling in my stomach again.

Once the period was over, I walked out as fast as I can. Praying Harry didn’t follow me. Unfortunately, my prays were not answered. He followed me in the hall until he caught up to me. “Where’s your next class?” I showed him my schedule and he told he was going the same place.

As were walking, the most popular girl in school, named Miranda, came up and started talking to him. I got this feeling of jealousy? I think? But I took this opportunity to walk away from him. I heard Miranda say to him “She doesn’t speak because she’s depressed or some shit. I don’t really care.” I turned around to look, not to say anything, just to observe. What he said shocked me. Never in a million years did I think he would say “So? If I want to be friends with her, I will be.”

He noticed me watching and smiled and walked passed Miranda. I actually smiled. Finally, someone to put her in her place.

We continued to walk in an easy, comfortable silence. then before we reached the classroom he turned to me and said “You don’t have to tell me why but I hope to hear your voice someday.”

Of course, me being the stupid girl, I blushed. He obviously noticed because smiled and walked away.

I’m still slightly confused as to why that happened, but it did. When I got home I actually said hello to mom. She was surprised to say the least, but she didn’t push me to say anything else.

I don’t understand what this Harry boy did but it changed me. I could feel it. It was someone foreign to me feel. I think it was happiness. And it’s been a while since I’ve been “happy”.

Always,

Sky.

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