I wake up in a panic, it was another bad nightmare. They seem to be happening every night now. Its probably the reason I have insomnia. Terrified to drift off into a deep sleep full of terrors. All though my nightmares aren't full of monsters. I step on the cold hard wood floor and walk over to my calendar hanging on my black vanity. Today is the day I've been dreading for months. You see these psychiatrist have been working on this experiment to go into the most twisted peoples minds. Today starts the process of going into my dark mind~
I walk into my closet and grabbed a pair of my black skinny jeans and my twenty one pilots hoodie. I didn't even put on makeup today I mean they are gonna be in my mind not looking at my face.
Mom gave me a tight hug and left me with some doctors. All of them are male. "Don't be nervous child this process isn't painful" the tall one with black hair said. I tried to read his name badge but his arms were crossed so they were in the way. They started walking me through a lot of doors all of them are locked. I guess because they don't want the nut jobs escaping. My room number was 3323 which is what they called me, like they didn't even ask my name. Which they probably got it off my files but just don't care enough to call me that. 3323 it is I guess..
They walked me into my room and laid me on to this cold hard bed and strapped me down with leather straps. It was very uncomfortable and my anxiety was through the roof. They hooked up these wires to my head. "3323 you need to slow your breathing" His voice sounded so familiar. But why couldn't I remember whos voice that sounded like. It made me feel all warm and safe. They flipped off the lights and the room flooded with darkness. "Okay 3323 close your eyes and try to drift off to sleep."
I fell into a deep sleep pretty fast which is weird. They probably slipped a Trazadone in my IVS. I opened my eyes and I was still in the hospital. But there was nobody there. I pulled off the wires, some how my straps came off. I guess one of the doctors undid Them. I walked out into the dark hallway, there was this voice drawing me closer and closer. When I opened the door.. I saw him. I tried my best to run to him but when I went to hug him he disappeared into thin air. "You said everything will be okay! Well its not it hasn't been since you stopped being my protector." I screamed and screamed until my voice became raspy. I kept hearing his voice over and over it was non stop.
"3323 its all in your head calm down or you'll make it worse for yourself." I had no idea who said that, it sounded like one of the doctors but I don't see them. "Where are you. Why can't I see you."
"3323 your in your mind your are going to run into some of your worse nightmares. Calm down and the voices will vanish." I walked to the cold hospital bathroom it had a bright fluorescent light hanging from the ceiling. I left the door open when I walked in, mainly because I'm paranoid about literally everything. I splashed ice cold water on my face trying to calm my nerves. The fluorescent light flickered on and off for about 2 minutes then it just finally stayed off. I kept seeing a dark figure passing the doorway I thought it was one of the doctors so I started to follow it. I continued to follow this dark figure but its almost as if this hallway never ends. I followed him into this huge dark room I tried leaving the door open but it slammed behind me. I couldn't see anything but pure darkness, I felt the figures presence somewhere near me but couldn't really see where it was. The lights flickered on and I saw him....."Ronn...."
